Saturday, May 31, 2008


In the memories of my cousin. My one and only picture with her. When she is perfectly fine.

I believe if you read the Wanbao of yesterday 30 May, you might read this article about a manage abandoning his 6k job and flew back to Singapore to take care of his wife.

Yes. The wife is my cousin.

My most supporting cousin.

I remember what she told me during Chinese New Year.

She is ever so friendly, out-going.

But we lost her just a blink of eye.

I missed you very much.

You look totally so different before you're sick and in the wake.

After reading the obituaries, I cried at the wake.

My aunt then gave me the article about her story.

I thought I can control my tears but apparently I couldn't.

I didn't realised how much I love her until I lost her.

I love you. Sister.


She ended her story at 11:48:00 PM

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Thursday, May 29, 2008

We've lose you.

I wanted to go.

But I don't dare.

Rest in peace my dear cousin.

I will remember what you told me.


She ended her story at 10:30:00 PM

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I got this from yahoo.. Hmm.. Read if you're bored..


SINGAPORE (AFP) - - Singapore's founding father Lee Kuan Yew and his son Premier Lee Hsien Loong sought "unprecedented" damages Wednesday as the trial of an opposition leader for defamation came to an emotional climax.
The Lees, stung by two days of cross-examination by Chee Soon Juan, secretary general of the Singapore Democratic Party (SDP), asked a Supreme Court judge to punish the pro-democracy activist for his behaviour in court.

Their lawyer, Davinder Singh, said Chee acted like a "hooligan" and exhibited "loutish behaviour" when he grilled the two leaders on the witness stand and ignored the judge's admonitions about his manner of questioning.

Singh said that despite a court injunction, Chee repeated allegations of corruption against the Lees in court and posted them on the Internet, an action that merits an "unprecedented award" of damages.

"The case for substantial damages is very compelling," he said.

Chee, summing up his defence, told the packed courtroom he stood by everything that was written in a party publication at the heart of the case, but added he harboured no personal hatred against the Lees.

"I do not hate Lee Hsien Loong, I do not hate Lee Kuan Yew and I do not wish them ill for what they have done and continue to do to me and my family," he said.

Chee had been found guilty of defamation over allegations of government corruption made in an SDP newsletter ahead of general elections in May 2006.

The SDP and Chee's sister and fellow pro-democracy activist Chee Siok Chin were named as co-defendants.

Defence lawyer M. Ravi, representing the SDP, said the Lees only deserved to be awarded a token 50 Singapore cents (37 US cents) because their reputations were not hurt by what the SDP and the Chees said.

Hearings were held this week to determine the amount of damages and the Lees took the witness stand to press their case, allowing the defendants to cross-examine them.

Chee, acting as his own lawyer, used strong language as he questioned the record of the Lees and the necessity of strict political controls in Singapore, now Southeast Asia's most economically advanced society.

The Lees -- the father was prime minister from 1959 to 1990 and his son came to power in 2004 -- dismissed Chee's attacks and said he further damaged their reputations during the cross-examination.

The Lees and other Singapore leaders have won hundreds of thousands of dollars in damages from lawsuits against members of the country's tiny opposition.

Chee is already bankrupt after failing to pay 500,000 Singapore dollars (365,000 US) in libel damages to the elder Lee and another former prime minister, Goh Chok Tong, for remarks he made in the 2001 elections.


SINGAPORE: Another child has been hospitalised with encephalitis or inflammation of the brain after contracting the Hand, Foot and Mouth Disease (HFMD).

The Ministry of Health (MOH) said the 10—year—old boy had been in contact with an active HFMD cluster in his school.

He developed symptoms on May 19 and was seen by a general practitioner who diagnosed the disease.

After he developed seizures on May 23, he was admitted to the intensive care unit the same day. His condition has since improved, and he is now in a general ward.

The boy’s throat swab tested positive for Enterovirus 71 — which MOH said continues to show a high circulation, with 32 percent of the samples tested positive for the virus so far this year.

The latest development came amidst a declining number of HFMD cases. It fell by 22 percent to 729 cases in the week ending May 24, compared to 940 cases reported the week before.

The total number of infections so far this year stood at 13,401. Twelve cases required hospitalisation because of poor feeding.

Last week, two preschools and childcare centres were ordered to close for 10 days, while another five were advised to close voluntarily to break the chain of virus transmission.



SINGAPORE: Emergency relief efforts in parts of Myanmar’s Irrawady Delta are still at Stage One, four weeks after Cyclone Nargis battered the country’s south. And time is running out for the farmers if they are to plant the next season’s rice crop.

That’s the assessment of a Myanmar—based Singapore—listed company, Yoma Group, which has employees bringing aid to some of the worst—hit Delta regions.

Local employees of the investment holding company made their way to a village on Hainggyi island.

Serge Pun, Chairman, Yoma Strategic Holdings, said: "I’ve never seen something like that. It’s really bad. The amount of devastation, the severity of it was unprecedented in Myanmar."

Mr Pun said a lot of the farmland has been destroyed by salt water and silt. He warned that if surviving villagers are not re—settled within three weeks, they will miss the planting season and will not have any income for the next seven months.

Yoma is the first private company the Singapore Red Cross is working with in its Myanmar relief efforts. And together, they aim to distribute the much—needed aid, some of which is still held up in Yangon.

There is already a Singapore government medical team based in Twante, about two hours from the capital. But for the Yoma Group, they have direct access into the worst hit part of the region, which is the southern part and it is only accessible by boat.

Thus, turning to the local supply chain for help made perfect sense.

Christopher Chua, Secretary—General, The Singapore Red Cross, said: "They’ve got resources and people on the ground, so that’s why it’s easier for them to get through.

"And up till now, until recently, they did not allow us to get into the delta region. So that’s why we have to look for other avenues to get our aid to the Myanmar people."

By last Friday, Yoma and the Red Cross had delivered four pre—fabricated medical barracks to Ngapudaw, Hainggyi Island and Hlaing Bone township in the Delta region.

This brings the number of temporary medical buildings the company has set up in affected areas to six. Yoma has also deployed 1,000 staff, all Myanmar nationals, to help in relief efforts



Read more news about Singapore and start getting updated.. =X


She ended her story at 1:00:00 AM

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Sunday, May 25, 2008

I went to help out in the Special Olympics health screening yesterday..

When I was watching their performance, I felt that, normal people like us might not be able to performed as well as them..

Some have to lie in the Sun to perform..

If it were some of us, you might be thinking of the heat on the ground rather then focusing on the performance..

I felt quite touched after it..

Yesterday wasn't wasted..

But morning was indeed WASTED waiting and going for stupid talks..

After lunch, things became better..

I got to know more of HS people! =D


She ended her story at 8:02:00 PM

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Why do I ignore?

Why do I show no concern on stuffs?

Why?

Firstly, it is not something that I'm willing to take up..

Secondly, I am not updated in a way or two.. Not that I want to dump someone there and answering all the things. I got no ideas on matters, no one bother to include me, update me. How you expect me to ask when I don't even know it exists. I don't know stuffs, of cause I don't dare to speak up. I'm am not lost. Just that I know NO STUFFS.

Thirdly, Since you decided that other party knows more than me and is more reliable though you will get the same answer from me. Using "just some matters", you mean we're under the same family, you can't reveal some IMPORTANT stuffs?

Fourthly, allowing people to malign and keep quiet means you agree to it. So you agree actually. With the fact that you are the one causing it.

Fifthly, I thought decision making should be done together? But why? And such a ridiculous decision is made.

Sixthly, knowing that including me is not a choice, as it is left with no choice. Got a better candidate, but not qualified. But if you going to treat me as a vase, I take it. Allowing people to critise me and kept quiet hurts me.

Lastly, I have learn how to differentiate friendship and work. Came to realise, what have been done contributes to the factor "work", friendship remains 0%.




Maybe I regard friendship as a heavy factor for motivation and life.

In friendship, I give 50%, you can give me only 10%, I am not calculative. But when I give 100% and I realised I had 10%, it matters.. Cuz I felt like a fool thinking you are regarding me as a true friend, that's why I gave 100% and ended up being a fool.


She ended her story at 1:24:00 AM

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Thursday, May 22, 2008

I don't really believe "treasure your life, you do not know what will happen tomorrow" until today.

My hairstylist die last week, due to heart attack. My cousin is dying due to cancer.

People who heard this might say "Ya! So let's live our life to the fullest!"

What is "living to the maximum?" mean?

Having no regrets? Fulfill all the things you can?

So does it means if I die of choking on my saliva, or maybe my tooth drop and I choke on it, or electrocuted by my com, or die when my ceiling crash on me... AIYA! means if I die today or tml.

I will not die peacefully?

Cuz I'm having my life(of 21 years) greatest regret now, not living my life to maximum as I'm burying myself in a pile of SH*T and I don't understand what is living life to maximum..

Hmmmmm..

So how?

PLS TELL ME YOU LOVE ME!

HA HA HA!


She ended her story at 11:48:00 PM

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Wednesday, May 21, 2008

What is it the day you said you got something to tell me?


She ended her story at 6:40:00 PM

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If you happen to see my declining attitude in sorts of areas, esp RC..

Don't be surprised..

Cuz I really got no more motivation in there..

Maybe it's influence, it's mindset..

But just no motivation..

You can !@$#!^$@ at my DECLINING attitude..

I wouldn't defend myself..

I'm aware of the change..

I tried to salvage my motivation..

But failed..

Why?

It could be just life..

Soon, soon, the fire gonna burn out..

It might rekindle when there's oxygen?

SO LET ME HAVE THE OXYGEN!~


She ended her story at 2:01:00 AM

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you made me realised how stupid I WAS.

how stupid I could be.



But you made me realised how cunning you can be.

how disappointing you are.

how &^%@&#%( you are.


And you allow me to understand, I ain't stupid.








Silence = Gold.
When you got no say about things, try to be invisible.
Don't be visible and allow people to 'suan' you.
Not feasible.


She ended her story at 12:20:00 AM

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Monday, May 19, 2008

Ever tried doing something but always ended up failing?



I will say "never." if it was during my secondary school days..

Somethings may required a few tries before getting near the goal, if you believe in it, you will somehow get there..



"always. for that matter" will be my reply for 2 weeks ago..

No matter how hard you tried, it just ended up failing..



If you don't understand what I'm saying, just let it be.. =)

Trying hard to understand what a person feels/think/says could be rather difficult sometimes..

It's either you sense/know it or not. There's no "maybe" for it..

"Maybe" most of the time will not bring you the correct answer..

Perhaps I'm just in the "maybe" situation for the past years, trying hard to understand..



It's just like carrying a weight..

You might not want to put it down..

But as time past and your hands are tired..

You will eventually let go..



It's time for me to put down the weight..

My hands are tired holding on..

Let me be..

To recuperate from the bad injury I've sustained..


She ended her story at 1:10:00 AM

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Friday, May 16, 2008

Please sign the petition below..

http://new.petitiononline.com/ea6gk/petition.html

What is it?

It's an 'artist' claiming 'starving a dog to death' as art..

Wth!

Quote from the petition:

"According knew the dog died the next day for lack of food. During the inauguration knew that the dog was chased in the afternoon between the houses of aluminum and cardboard for a district of Managua with the name of a saint who could not say that Habakkuk at the time.

There were five children of those who helped in the capture, who received bonuses of 10 córdobas comfortable for your cooperation. During the exhibition some people called for the release of the puppy, so that the "artist" was refused.

The name of the dog was Natividad, and he was left to die of starvation in the face of all, as if the death of a poor dog was a shameless media show in which nobody does nothing but applaud or look puzzled."





















SO RIDICULOUS!

Some people are so inhumane..

RIDICULOUS!

Starving a dog to death and called this art!

I shall starve the person to death and say.. "well.. it's art!~"

Tying the dog to the rope and leave the dog there for "exhibit" and called this art!

MY FOOT!

HEYY~ Dog have dignity too okay!

Can't the people there just use force to release the dog?

So does it mean those who appreciate the art in that gallery are heartless?

I reckon so...

I felt like crying when I see the pictures.. Imagine my Baby there..

I'm sure I will kick the person to death!

I WILL!

SIGN THE PETITION!


She ended her story at 11:36:00 PM

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Wah...

Just finish watching a drunken drama down my hse..

Drunk woman screaming like mad..

Hoho! I should take down video from my room ar..

But I got integrity hor..

Just so sad that why teenager can actually drink till like that and scream as if someone is killing them..

6 Friends at first pulling her, in the end decided to leave her there and siam..

Haha!

Then she decided to act dead..

People walk pass her just "?????"

Stand there and look at her..

But she stand up and start screaming again..

Okay, I'm evil..

My bro watched the drama together with me..

HAHAHA!

She pull off her friend shirt and is sober enough to take it with her..

And walked down the road..

So what she doing?

Search me..

And I going to koon liao..

Wooo!

Happening neighbour..~!


She ended her story at 1:41:00 AM

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Thursday, May 15, 2008

Let my dearest baby teach you some interesting fact today.

This is what you should do when there's an earthquake.



[Hide under the chair or table.]

[If you're small in size, a chair will do.]

*grins~*


She ended her story at 10:45:00 PM

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Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Do you know Shuting?

How well do you know her?

No answer to it?

Me too..

I got no answer to how a person I am..

Straightforward? To an extend.. But I prefer straightforward people of cause..

Fake? I admit I am to some people.. I will feel like killing myself everytime.. But to some people I don't..

Harsh in words? I am.. VERY actually.. Usually it just some thoughts when I'm angry, seldom do I mean what I said.. =D

Good memory? Yea man baby! I am..

Crap lar.. Some must be shaking head.. Yea... I'm not.. I actually forget things very quickly including argues and hatred..

Bad Tempered? To an extend actually.. I can really be fuming badly if you stepped on my TOE.. HAHA!

Lack of patience? Seldom.. Unless.. Hmm.. Well.. Depends on stuffs..




Okay! End of crapping..


HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TOOTZ!

*still I refused to use 'KIDEN'*

Ha!

Have fun in Tasmania!

MISS US! YEA! MISS US!! =D


She ended her story at 9:16:00 PM

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Friday, May 09, 2008

Movies watched over this week..


1) Over Her Dead Body

Pretty funny.. Especially the parrot.. If you watch, you'll know what I mean.. It reminds me of somethings.. I choose to be the one dead.. Letting go is better than holding on..

Watched with Huiru, Jason, Josephine (Jason GF)

2) What Happens In Vegas

Sweet and not exactly funny.. But funny.. HAHA! What am I talking about? Or rather it's disgustingly funny.. Again, you watch and you'll know..

Watched with my clique : Gabrielle, Kaili, Huiru, Jason and Sharon (Without Linn).. Woo~

Why when we purposely meet up, the 7 of us always doesn't seems to be there together..





Anyway, random thing..

I WANT TO BOWL!~ =(


She ended her story at 11:26:00 PM

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I came across this entry of Jason..

if you aren't being treated right by a guy, dun wait for him to change. ditch his sorry ASS,he's a disgrace to the male population and find someone who will treat you with utter respect.

Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.

Every nice guys wh0 isnt a jerk will agree wif me. Give the nice guys a chance.
(Last sentence censored =) )

Wah.. I seriously wonder it's him who typed this or it's copied.. =X
Guess he will say "eh.. I'm treating my gf very good now hor.."

Another one from Gabrielle..

Joke of the day
Shuting says, "how come got red cookie monster one!"

Argh.. Gabby's evil.. Hahaha! I wun forget how she laughed at me when she saw me with my sun-burned face..

My cliques are full of laughters everytime we're together..

The stupidest thing I've done in this semester is tapping my student card on the bus instead of my ez-link card..

Gabby's sentence : “ 你们没有把我的话听在眼里!!”

在眼里!!wah! she has great power eh? Her eyes can LISTEN!

My clique are fun-loving group of people.. It's just fated to bring all of the 7 together..




I just went out with Seow Yan last Saturday..

I wonder now is she blur or I blur?

That day in short, she's trying to make giddy in Taka..




Tootz is my problems trash bin..

I'll throw everything to her.. =D

There's always something that brings you and your friends together..

I believe in that...




For some, you just don't know why you can't click with that person no matter how great the person is.. Not to say if your friend backstab or kept lying to you..

Occasional liars are alright.. But frequent liars AIN'T ENTERTAIN OKAY!

Be it that person character or what.. I do lie, people do lie, but not all are frequent liars..

If you are reading, you know who you are..

Sometimes when you think your lies are flawless, it's just the opposite, people could have already found out the truth.. Bear that in mind..

DO NOT LIE AS AND WHEN YOU LIKE.. It turns people off..

You can say I'm evil, I'm bad, I'm whatever..

But it's just my principle of choosing and believing my friends..

I pity that kind of people sometimes, I understand that you need many lies to cover a lie.. Covering it may not be a choice, but lying OUT OF THE BLUE is something that I cannot stand ANYMORE..!




For me, affiliation is more important than anything..

More important than any achievements and sorts..

The primary needs in life..

And the motivation we needs in our life..


She ended her story at 1:46:00 PM

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I missed school today..

I wake up with all parts of my body aching..

So I decided to give class a missed today..

I scared I will faint again like what happened in the previous attachment..

The same pain I am experiencing..



Staying at home makes me me emotional..

Ha ha ha!


She ended her story at 1:17:00 PM

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Thursday, May 08, 2008

If you're trying to tell me

"shuting.. go away"

Please be straightforward..

Don't let me waste my years waiting for an answer..

You have the answer..

You just got to tell me..

Even if it's just a "go away"

I just want an end to everything..

AN END!

So as for me to take another way..

I guess the road now is leading nowhere..

Put an ending to everything..

A real end..


She ended her story at 11:03:00 PM

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Monday, May 05, 2008

Okay.. Just some quiz that entertained me..

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.




You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

(wah.. this paragraph is true.. but not to the extend that my expectation is high.. it's not.. =X )


She ended her story at 11:19:00 PM

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My day sucks today..

But I survived through without a tear..

Except for the one I had in the movie..

Not counted.

Hahaha!

After what happened yesterday..

As you should now with the previous post..





This morning I woke up at 645am..

Slapped myself..

I'm late for school and there's a test today in lecture..

Lesson at 8am anyway..

I remember I set my alarm yesterday night..

Happily forgetting my old phone's alarm doesn't go off once it's in silent mode..

Yea.. Indeed, the stupid phone is in silent mode..

What happened to my Sony Ericsson? LCD gone.. In Ubin again.. $135!! Aww.. So ex can! But no choice I love my phone!~

So I managed to chiong out of house at 707am..

Walked to Buangkok since it's faster and nearer..

Suddenly, a thought came to me.. Take cab to school..

I waited stupidly at the mrt exit for a "green" and "available" taxi until 730am!

So when the cab is getting nearer to CTE, I can see cars are stationary FROM FAR!

I decide to take a bus at Ang Mo Kio instead...

Before I reached the bus stop, two bus 74 went off.. =____="

I saw 74e behind and I thought I couldn't take that bus..

So one NON AIR-CONDITIONED 74 came..

Packed like sardines..

On the way there, I suddenly realised Singapore has alot of cars..

Cuz it's jammed like nobody business..

I reached school at 845am..

What a great timing!

When walking to lecture hall, I decided to get my sunkist orange juice at the SIM foodcourt..

DUH! They have ALL flavours except sunkist orange..

I got blackcurrant juice instead, drank 1/3 of it and stuff it into my bag..

Walked over to LT 50 and huiru told me not to go in..

So I sat outside and waited for lesson to end..

I fished out my blackcurrant juice..

And to my amazed.. It's empty!


First question came to my mind : "Did I finish it without knowledge?" or "Did it leak into my bag?"

Woooo!~

It leaked into my bag and with crumpler as water proofed, MY BAG HAS A POOL OF BLACKCURRANT JUICE!

PDA luckily did not spoil.. Just everything in my bag is SOAKED with blackcurrant juice!

Well.. At that point of time I'm super down..

Down to basement 15? Ha ha..

But I told myself..

"For whoever is making fun of me, I shall not feel angry or cry. If I did, I've lose"

My dearest friends helped me cover up for my most worried matter for today..

So why should I feel sad?

Anyway after that in tutorial, no matter how many times I draw lots, it still kena me..





In the evening Huiru, Jason, Jason's girlfriend and I watched "over her dead body"..

Great show! And I had a great day!

=D


She ended her story at 10:36:00 PM

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Sunday, May 04, 2008

What happened to me today?

Search me...

Today is the worse day I ever had..

With so much problems I had..

I've never get into such a quarrel with her..

I've never screamed at one person so loud in my life before..

I'm on the verge of breaking down soon..

What's going on?

I'm so not myself today..

I'm sorry for screaming..





I'm sorry that I couldn't control my emotions today..

Sorry mummy..


She ended her story at 9:27:00 PM

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Saturday, May 03, 2008

After Genting Trip..

It's Formula Drift.. The culprit of the sunburn I had..


Drifting...




Those cloth looks like trash bags...


It's Ferrari? Not sure.. Haha! Car red, our face also red..


Sufferings under the Sun ends!

These are nice people!


She ended her story at 3:15:00 PM

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Anyway.. I haven't post pictures of my genting trip right?

I shall try now..


On the bus~

Late for the bus the very first day.. =X


So misty!~

View from our hotel room..


Tried the bumper boat..

Similar to bumper car.. Basically going around bumping ppl!


The outside of the hotel..

The weather is so nice...!

It's like air-conditioned EVERYWHERE..


Genting!

City of Entertainment!


Took this picture.. So creative! Anyway it's the money changer..


Ok.. I'm fat.. =X


Look at the shops behind.. So cute!


The lamp post and me.. Bad choice.. Lamp post is so much skinnier than me!


Hate me? Give me a push and you'll never see me again..


She ended her story at 3:03:00 PM

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Thursday, May 01, 2008













Photos filled with love..

I love you all..

Let's stay strong..

Give me some time..

*Hugs*


She ended her story at 4:36:00 PM

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I know I should accept it and stop blaming myself..

Everyone says 'no one expect that to happen'..

But the fact is..

If really, it wouldn't for me to make that suggestion..

For me to make the decision to take the route..

For me not warning early..

Things just wouldn't happen..

When I see her yesterday..

My heart is so pain..

Something that she treasures so much...

Why must it be her weak point?

I just couldn't control my feelings yesterday...

The scene is still fresh in my mind..

I hate myself for being so helpless..

I can't forgive myself for not doing all I should..


She ended her story at 2:50:00 PM

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.Shu Ting.
.Twenty.One
.24.November.
.Sagittarius.
.Needs Plenty Freedom.
.Love The Nature.
.Love Baby.
.Ngee Ann Poly Student Nurse
.A Future Nurse To Be.



[[ Wishes!]]

#1. Go Ubin to cycle
#2. Score at least 3.0 GPA this semester *awaiting 14 mar to come*
#3. Mahjiong session at home
#4. Bowling
#5. K Box
#6. Kayaking
#7. Rock Climbing
#8. Counter-Stike session
#9. Complete my stupid SGH posting for the last sem of Yr 2
#10. NIL

last revised : 4th May 2008