Wednesday, February 13, 2008

The past few days I've been drinking and drinking..

Eh.. No no.. I not a good drinker.. So my liver doesn't need to work extra hard..

I just like the gathering with friends or family talking crap passing time..

Through those gathering, my nosiness usually dig out people's secret.. Haha! I mean no harm lar..

NO HARM LAR.. =DD




My daddy just told me that, my grandma know about the death of my 7th uncle, the youngest of my dad's family..

As some may know, he die a few days before I start my poly life..

They never tell my grandma as they're afraid that she might not take it..

My 5th uncle owns a provision shop in Indonesia..

Who knows, maybe the customers told her that?

I heard, my grandma was counting her sons and daughters..

As she reaches the last person, she said "bu zai le (in hakka)" means not around anymore..

My cousins who were there immediately siam to everywhere..

It's actually a good thing for her to know it though.. Maybe it's not the customers who told her? Maybe it's the mother-and-son-telepathy? She dotes on him the most..

Anyway.. I shall frame up the ang bao she gave me.. I think it's only the 3rd or the 4th ang bao I received from her in my 20 years of life.. =X Hahahaha!




Next, the 3rd day of CNY, I went to my eldest aunt hse.. Paternal side..

My favourite cousin, my aunt's daughter.. I think she is 10+ years older than me..

She gotten liver / lung cancer last year.. I didn't really probe..

I can see her getting thinner and thinner by the days..

Due to her chemotherapy..

But she's still so cheerful.. Where I was shocked.. I never seen such a cheerful patient in hospital.. She's so cheerful till I couldn't believe..

I grabber her hands when I talking to her..

She asked about my life.. My plans for future..

She's is the only one in my family who told me.. So what if you're not studying for one year?

You're not stupid.. Prove it to everyone that you can do it..

She's is the only one in my family who told me.. Nurses are noble.. Don't look down on yourself.. Nursing is not a disgrace..

Not even my parents told me that..

But looking at her.. She is undergoing so much where I don't have the courage to talk to her about her illness, I'm afraid I might say something wrong which hurts her..

I'm useless...




Well.. Tml is Valentine Day!

How are you couples going to celebrate this special day? No big plan?

Well.. Try whipping up a nice dish for him/her might do the job..

OMG! Hahah! I shall use this slogan if I ever promoting a cook book..

Well.. Those without bf/gf.. Celebrate with your best friends.. =D



Happy Valentines Day Everyone!

I love all of you! =)



She ended her story at 11:14:00 PM

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