Wednesday, January 30, 2008

After a long battle, I finally convinced myself that this battle isn't something worth fighting for..

I gave up fighting and when I said this, means it really is..

I'm sick fighting for it where victory never comes..

I am waiting quietly and in pain for the past 2 years..

Many a times, I thought I'm going to win..

But something always happened that makes me realise victory doesn't come easy..

Adding on, it is fated to lose in the end..

Just a matter of when I'm going to raise the white flag and announced "I GAVE UP!" -truly and willingly

So now I shall pronounce or should I say, announce "THE END OF BATTLE"

No more holding on.. No more troubles.. No more hopes..

Battle like this isn't easy to fight.. As it wasn't an easy battle neither was it merely within 2 parties..

2 just nice, 3 is just too many..

So why have "too many" in life? "Just nice" is more than enough..

It's just fated that things happened pushed me to stop fighting..

After all, winning the battle isn't that great either..

That part of my life restart..

I'm happier.. At least much happy than the past 2 years..

Cheer together with me if you know what's going on! =D

Shuting is back! =)



By observing, you can really see things clearly..

Sometimes when you're too tired..

You can't think properly..

Now I think I'm awake..

I know what to say already..



I 1mth never use inhaler ALREADY!

Yeppie!

Must be I not at home everyday..

I never inhale 2nd hand smoke!

=X



Anyway, Fish and Co spelled Vincent's name under the reservation list as "bin cen"

HAHAHA!

WHY?! Cuz Vincent does have problem pronouncing names..

He pronounced the chinese variety show host Ponsak as "Pornstar"

OMG!

ROFL!

Pornstar.. and he said so loud on the train somemore..

Anyway, P1's leaving HQ.. =( Another kaki for gossiping in HQ is gone too..

If she happened to read my blog, which I think no one is reading..

P1 we will miss YOU!

She ended her story at 11:12:00 PM

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