Saturday, September 08, 2007

I guess if someday I ever met with an accident and die, she will be the very last one to know.. I shouldn't put her name under nominal roll next time.. Cuz she just couldn't be contacted..

Anything that happens to me, she will never be the first to know, even though she's always the first person I called when something happened..

But everytime I couldn't get her on her mobile.. Neither does she wants to return my call..

To her.. A mobile phone is just some device which needs battery to operate..

I'm really fustrated today..

My dad, my mom and me are supposed to watch 881 at PS today..

I tried to call my mom to confirm the meeting time with her straight after my work..

Each time I called, she cancel my phone..

When she call back, the phone vibrated and stopped, she hang up..

So this goes on for 10 mins...

Until I really fed up and gave up calling her..

And she don't even bother to call back using her company phone..

FINE!

I called dad instead to confirm the meeting time..

The show was starting at 945pm..

And from 7 till 9 I tried to call her on her mobile and company for more than 20times..

STILL! I couldn't get her..

It's so so so ridiculous!

Until around 9 plus than she answer her phone..

I dun even bother to quarrel with her anymore..

No point!





It's not the first time..

I remember that time when dad was overseas, I was the only one at home..

At around 7pm, I called her to ask whether she needs me to da bao some food for her..

But despite calling her for so many times, she did not answer..

Okay.. So I went ahead getting my own food..

And around 9, she called me..

I asked her

"have you taken your dinner?"

She replied

"oh! i had it with my colleagues at restaurant already"
"have you taken your dinner?"

I felt so sad at that point of time..

My mom forget about me totally and went ahead for her dinner...

Upon asking her why she never call me and ask about me (okay.. i sounds childish.. but as a child, who doesn't wants her mother to care about her right?)

she replied

"my mobile was in my lady boss car, I don't dare to go and take it"
"my colleagues also never bring.. so I didn't call you"

BUT BUT BUT! cant she call me before going for the dinner? Before boarding the car..? When walking to the car..?

There's at least 1 min for her to make a call..

But she choose to forget about me..

Sometimes I really think that I shouldn't be independent.. Doing everything myself.. Giving her that impression that she does not have to care so much about me..

I HATE THE FEELING!

='(

She ended her story at 1:03:00 AM

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