Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Things that you couldn't get/not yours are usually the most beautiful..

I finally got to understand this sentence today or rather a few years ago actually..

When you have a likings to some things, be it an object or a person.

You are looking at the beautiful side of it.. Or rather to say, you are attracted to the beautiful side of it..

And many a times blind by the "wadever stuffs u called" maybe could be love? or wadever.. I dunno.. blind by it and actually did not see the ugly or the bad point of the object or human..

And when you got it, there's only two outcome, 1) love it with all you have/can.. or 2) started to realised the bad point and hate it as days goes by...

Hmm.. Few years back, I was actually in this position 2 for many times.. Both applies to human or object..

So now, I'm afraid to get the things that I like.. And may choose to view it from afar..

Cuz "Things that you couldn't get/not yours are usually the most beautiful.."

So I rather choose to view it from far than rather have it.. Cuz the feeling could really just changed instantly without you knowing..

But well, it's not always like that.. But the fear of it is still fresh and there..

Having to like a person/object and hate a person/object is just a margin difference..

Sometimes you couldn't control it.. But sometimes you could..

But to me, I can't control liking it but I can control hating it..

It has pros and cons anyway...

Hmm.. Maybe it's late in the night again..

I'm getting depressed again~ =D

She ended her story at 12:29:00 AM

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