Tuesday, June 26, 2007

okay! blogging again!

I was staring at my lava lamp thinking about many things..

Ya! I'm having midnight blues..

No lar.. Just that one must do some reflection of the day..

Just like having a debrief after everyday of camp or event...

So you will know what went wrong and what could be done better..

Staring at my lava lamp..

I was thinking about my life as a student nurse..

Was it good to be a nurse?

Know what? In KKH I actually overheard the nurses talking about marriage, boyfriends..

They are talking about almost half of their ward nurses are single and those with boyfriends, only some are getting married/engaged..

Hmm.. So I guess I'll be like one of the nurse who will remain single lor..

First thing is, it's a shift job, no time to find boyfriends..

Second thing is, talk too loud, nobody likes..

Third thing is, social circle too small..

Fourth thing is, bad looking..

Fifth thing is, too violent..

Sixth thing is, character problem.. Nobody likes..

Hmm.. I guess there's more lar.. But the more I say, the more depressed I am...

Muahahaha! no lar.. I've accepted the facts.. So I'm not depressed... =X

Hmmm.. I guess it's around 4 years since I'm in a relationship...

But I doesn't hate the feeling of being single..

Cuz u doesn't have to be sensitive to many stuffs.. =P

Hmm.. Next..

I was thinking about trust or should it be character..

Hmm.. you should know I don't care about how people speak bad about that person, the thing is that person dun kajiao me, I dun care about him/her..

But I'm amaze by how rumors spread and how bad can the rumors be...

Maybe it's character.. Some people is just that their character not really that bad but when they are angry, they tends to be very harsh and that's when bad rumors occurs..

Seriously, I dun like it when people uses hideous acts to get to a higher place and also sprouting untrue stuffs of a person... I believed many ppl think that way too.. But sometimes we should refrain from speaking bad or choose a better word to use/sentence or better, view it from another point...

I always believe that if that person is bad, you doesn't have to go around telling people, that he/she is bad, time can really prove many stuffs..

And usually for this kinda stuffs, I dun care...

So be it lor..

It's realli sad to see people who hates that person alot and still act as if nth happen..

I cant...

Ppl like to ask me do those kind of stuffs like checking out that person character, go ask/tell another person something that they themselves dun dare, go reveal ppl hideous actions, etc..

Be it in school, during attachment or red cross..

Cause I talk very loud issit? Hahaha!

But over the years, I've learn a better way to view things, rumors are just rumors, time is the crucial one in these situation.. Let time prove things.. =D

Wah.. from raining type until rain stop...

I was about to slp at 1245 lor..

now is 0212.. cuz commonsenseless wanna play reversi with me..

HAHAHA! she always lose to me in that game lor! =X

She ended her story at 1:17:00 AM

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