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Monday, November 27, 2006 super depress now... issit cuz of monday blues? cuz of my blue room? cuz of mjr? cuz of the atmosphere now? cuz of wad??????? i dunno... i jus find that i nid to brainwash myself... i nid to forget everything and have a new life... my life now is aimless again...??? do i realli love nursing? if a year ago, i'll dare to say yes loudly and proudly... but now, the same question slapped my face... wad is my reply? it's still a yes... but some part is made up of a no... a small percentage... but yet, it's strong enuf to make me wonder... no doubt i got A for my attachment.. the only A.. but something strike me... did i unknowingly done something? did the teacher gave the wrong person the wrong grading...? did she misjudge my abilities? did she?? did she???? haiz!~ i felt so lose now... i admit that i'm scared of failure... who doesn't? i jus feel that i've changed... i've lost my real self in the process of growing... i've also lost my confidence in the process of growing... i've lost the courage to do things in the process too... i've lost the most important things of life... what is left now in me??? an empty person... living her life without any aims.. without goals.. jus plainly living for the purpose of living.. plainly study for the purpose of studying.. for the purpose of being a student... She ended her story at 3:36:00 AM *** Friday, November 24, 2006 hahahaZ~~ last 10mins of my birthday... say my wish here first... i wanna wish everyone excel in their studies, i also excel in my studies.. those who are older den me, wish u all get married soon.. those who are younger or same age as me, aiya focus on studies first.. attached de, wish u all have a happy relationship in the coming year.. not attached de, like me, concentrate on studies.. haha.. den my family & friends free of germs and bacteria.. that's all lar.. =D today went out with that commonsenseless char bo eileen sim.. same old thing, i'm late again.. haha.. shall i wish that i will not be late again? we went to kbox & sing sing sing until no songs to sing.. den went to buy HER BIRTHDAY PRESENT FOR HER.. den we go eat changing appetite.. super full de lor.. and damn worth it.. compared to swensens.. haha.. had the 8th birthday cake of my birthday.. but the only one with ONE candle.. haha.. shall pose the picture aft that stupid char bo reach home.. she still walking the dark road that leads to her TERRACE.. den after went arcade again... this time we played all we could.. took pictures in toilet, walkway, mrt, restaurant, almost everywhere.. den around 11 we went separate way home.. haha.. force her take train to dhoby ghaut and take bus home to bedok.. *evil* i'm super evil today.. bet she feel like killing me today.. muahaha~ 1 more min to the end of my bdae... i wanna thanks Eileen, Huiru ( tay & kui ), Si Zhao, Seow Yan, Linn, Kaili, Sharon, Jason, Gabrielle, Huan Ying, Renjie, Daphne, Sheng keat, Eugene, Ambrose, Weiliang, Yu Ching, Clarissa, Shirley, Rena, Kuan Liang, Joan, Vincent, Germaine, Yuan Hao, Jun Rong, Vanessa, Win Ying, Chun Yuan for wishing me happy birthday.. eh did i missed out anyone? if have, THANKS TO YOU TOO~ my family members nv say " happy birthday " to me.. =( hahaha.. anyway i had a better birthday den last year...!~ =D thanks a million to everyone.. anyway, our NR project got 19/20.. hurray~ kudos to everyone~ but got to present in front of the lecture might not be a good thing.. realli hope we dun have to.. muahaha.. =D tml going to archery~ and MON is common test.. ooOoooOooOOOOoooo... monday blues... =( nightz and sweet dreams everyone~ =D She ended her story at 11:56:00 PM *** Thursday, November 23, 2006 Went out on friday (17 Nov) to celebrate birthday with toot, moo & seow yan Ate at taka's breeks... omg~ the waiters and waitresses there could be describe as fast forward.... Basically all of them are running in and out from kitchen and also about the restuarant... The place is not quiet and the food there is not nice... Nah.. Dun talk about the food~ We crapped all the way from meeting each other and until we go seperate ways.. Chat for quite a long time opposite Istana... Took some pictures too~ Hahaha.. And had pressie for my birthday.. =D I like both the tops~ Especially the pink one~~~~ =D thanks toot, moo and seow yan~ today celebrated with huiru, linn, kaili, sharon, jason, gabrielle in coffee club at marina square.. was super fun de lor.. the cake was nice except "new york cheese cake".. eeeew..... no one actually touched it.. in the end we started to play around with the cakes.. hahaha.. i think that Mr. mazlan & fandi ahmmad (dunno how to spell) look alike waiter is damn pissed with us lar.. hiak hiak hiak.. the table was super messy... and linn left straight after kaili came... HMPH~ so bad.. she left.. HMPH! after that went bowling and heng ar! i wasn't the one with the lowest point.. JASON TAN MENG THONG IS THE LOWEST... after that went arcade.. OMG~ first time tried the parapara dere.. eh.. quite fun lar.. but i play until like chasing houseflies.. at first tink that will onli left 4 of us, damn disappointed... but in the end they doesn't have ambassador meeting and kaili came straight after her AAP.. SO TOUCHED by all of them.. anyway, i came to realised it ONLY today that i'm stupid.. =( kena cheated by all of them saying that my pressie was a bear, bat and also barbie doll.. haha.. i rem i heard huiru saying bag... den she say i heard wrong, den i tout is bear, den she say big and heavy.. oso say that it has almost the same pronounciation at "bag"... den i stupid stupid go convert "bag" into different pinyin... making me sounds like an idiot and also i realli tout i got hearing impairment.. but now it turns out to be that I HAVE NO HEARING IMPAIRMENT.. my pressie was indeed a bag.. =D a le coq sportif bag~ woooo... so nice!!!! haha.. I LOVE IT ALOT~ thanks huiru, linn, kaili, sharon, jason, gabby and huan ying for the pressie~ THANKS!!! anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!!~ and all those who are NOVEMBER babies~ She ended her story at 11:39:00 PM *** Wednesday, November 15, 2006 was doing my project in school until 1030pm.. a super quiet NP is a conducive area to study.. but too bad.. school is 1hr 30mins away from my house.. =( doing project with linn and kaili is super fun and crappy... imagine i asked kaili to move away from the road as a taxi is coming, she super blur lor.. thought i told her to move away cuz of my cheese from the hotdog.. then she gong gong, stand at the road there... *clever* haha~ another funny incident is that the stupid tibits vending machine, everytime the food got stuck there instead of dropping down... so linn actually shouted say the machine cheated her $$$, so i went over to the machine and *kong kong kong* the packet of tibits dropped down!! yea! but my hand pain lar.. all because of 60 cents.. haha.. but i get to eat the whole packet of tibits.. =D not forgetting the people behind, kaili and linn said that they are laughing at us lor.. neh neh de.. we're not entertainers lor.. then after project reached home at 1155pm... =( super angry lor, i haven even step into the house, my mother started nagging about my dog peed on the sofa.. super pissed lor, everything my fault lar.. all my fault.. then give me irritated face.. argh! i had enough lar..!! really pissed with my mum sometimes lor.. everytime complain say wad the house very messy, i nv clean up.. but the fact is i clean up the house everytime when i free lor, whereas my brother leh? he nv even bother to clean the dog's urine and shit lar.. jus leave it there and wait till i come home have to clean everything.. whereas he everyday at home so damn free, i wake up in the morning go school still have to come home and clean the mess.. onli know dating everyday.. liew.. super pissed liao lar.. so old le still dun wash the dishes, mop floor... moved to the new house already 1 year plus, tink i one hand is enough to count how many times he mopped the house le.. wadever lar.. jus super angry with everything today.. PMS... anyway, wish Vincent and Nicholas a safe trip to Japan.. =D She ended her story at 12:58:00 AM *** Thursday, November 09, 2006 HAHA~ the photos for OA are up!! Look at some stupid pose we thought of..  Daph and I, acting stupid..... *she has a tail~~~* Hahaz..  HOTDOGS! aren't meant for consumption.. but posing with it..  When our satay gets together..  Finally....~ Our satays unite..  Pointing at the moon with our satay...  We are still posing with the same old satay... Hahaz..  Muackz! WE LOVE YOU satay~~~  Hear no evil, Smell no evil, Speak no evil, See no evil & EAT no evil~  SMILEZ~  Whoa~ The 'pretty' ladies~~~  At last a normal picture~  Opps! My sole~  Not looking at camera......  Picture of the OA family... Not really full yet.. =D  Yea.. We are humans..  YEA!~ She ended her story at 8:20:00 PM *** Monday, November 06, 2006
My japanese name is 渡辺 Watanabe (near a crossing) 美月 Mitsuki (beautiful moon). She ended her story at 12:30:00 AM *** Sunday, November 05, 2006 *shall choose green colour today.. cuz green is good for eyes..* *shout* I'VE DONATED BLOOD!!!!!!!!! ON FRIDAY!! HAHAHAHAHA!!! So happy.. Have a sense of satisfaction.. Went HSA with daph and donated blood.. But I kena nag by the nurses there.. "aiyo! your vein very fine ar... will move around when I LA... ( local anethesia ).. Have to like nanny like dat stay with u already.. cuz blood flowing very slowly.. the machine kept beeping.." nurse is nurse.. naggy but kind.. haha.. basically, she stay by me all throughout the 20mins ( very long right? ) squatting down and pressing on my hand... I salute her! but the part where I dun like is, she press my hand very very hard and wants me to press the ball.. =( so difficult sia.. something funny, the doctor there super funny, cuz I was looking at the doctor paying 100% of my attention and was smiling... HE ACTUALLY FELT PAI SEH when asking me whether I had many *** partners... to think he actually asked people say many times a day and he actually stammered.. well, after the donation, went to HQ for Nicholas and Vincent overseas exchange prog presentation.. Later on, went back home at 9pm and managed to reach home at 930 to watch the last episode of zhuan shi qing yuan.. I dun like the last episode.. They are rushing to end.. Anyway, I slack until 1115pm and then take LRT go Lawrence hse, as almost all of them are there to hitch a ride to campsite.. Managed to catch the last bus 100, and met jason the next stop... When we reached Law hse is like around 12.. OMG! law cat is still as cute as ever.. haha... then around 1230am we set off to campsite, again we are like illegal immigrants in the van.. it was still comfortable before daph come up.. when when she came up, we are really packed like sardine.. chat and listened to everyone stories until 6 in the morning when almost everyone was asleep.. but I slept only at 640 and woken by someone who is wearing heels, the steps are loud.. No kidding.. Someone heard it too.. But I forget who is that.. I can't figure out who is it, cuz my view was blocked by the chairs, as I was on the sofa next to the table in ops room.. Nah.. forget about it.. nothing serious.. cuz nothing happen.. later on the accred starts and it's BUSY TIME.. after the accred which ends at 4 plus... some of the us still have to revise with a cadet OA silver and OA bronze whereas some went over to ECP first.. then later went ECP to have BBQ... ambrose lee made me v pai seh lor.. hmph! anyway sian diao.. KENA BULLIED BY JOAN AGAIN... HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY LOH CHUAN LINN~ NOVEMBER 5th~ MONDAY BLUES~~~ She ended her story at 11:01:00 PM *** |
 .Shu Ting. .Twenty.One .24.November. .Sagittarius. .Needs Plenty Freedom. .Love The Nature. .Love Baby. .Ngee Ann Poly Student Nurse .A Future Nurse To Be.
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