Sunday, June 25, 2006

I really thinks that I should go for some blood test and see whether am I the daughter of my parents..

I really think that I'm not the real daughter of my parent..

Just like today...

Or should I say any other day..

I called to report where I was EVERYTIME..

If u know me, you will see me reporting to my parents where I am going.. What time I'm reaching home.. Everytime...

BUT what I think is that they don't appreciate the things I've done..

I'm 19.. I have my own life..

I called to inform them where I was and did the best to make them worry less about me..

But everytime even though I called, they will still scold me for coming home late..

My mum can be as demanding as asking me to reach home 10mins later..

WHAT THE HELL.. I NEED TIME TO TRAVEL TOO..!

that's it.. I'm not going to call them to inform them where I am anymore...

They are making me to lie as they don't believe me even though I speaking the truth..

argh!

She ended her story at 1:30:00 AM

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Sunday, June 04, 2006

I dunno what I am doing nowadays..

My time is always not enough...

Not talking about my school work...

But Manjusri Red Cross training.. I can't attend even one training when school starts.. Cause my timetable is so packed..Friday is until 6.. I can't even think of taking a cab down..

I felt so guilty.. Not helping them much in training wise.. But I can help in other ways lar.. Hahahz..

I missed last year.. Every Friday or every training days I'll be going down for training..

But now, everyday uses 1hr 30mins for traveling to school and 2 hrs home.. Every 3hrs 30mins of a day in my life is wasted.. I really think that I've chose the wrong school..

But lucky me.. Everytime study my test only on the way to school.. But can manage to pass.. Okay.. I didn't score well lar.. But what u expect? Hahaz.. Pass can liao lar.. I not genius anyway..

I hate taking train to school.. But it's the only safest way.. I can't trust buses.. Cause u dunno when will u caught in a big fat jam.. Hahaz..

The aunties , uncles and those OL is very kiasu lar.. Everytime they will try to squeeze their way to the door and when the train come, they dun even try to let the people come out.. They just squeeze they way thru like some gold is waiting for them to pick up..

Then whenever I wear slippers, I tends to stand behind all of them.. Cause when squeezing, they dun care what they stepped on.. The most important is to get a seat.. They dun even apologised when they stepped on me WITH THEIR HEELS...

Hmph!~ So whenever I have lesson at 8 or 9.. I can guarantee that I sure no seat de.. Poor me lo.. Have to stnad all the way from my house LRT to Sengkang NEL den from Sengkang to Outram EWL and from Outram all the way to Dover then from bus 74 to Ngee Ann.. SO sucky right? haha.. The worse is I got 2 days 8 and two days 9.. Only one pathetic Wednesday I start lesson at 12.. =(

When my ligament gives me troubles, I'll start cursing, why my daddy no car.. Why I so stupid, dun go NYP.. Why the train so small.. Why the people all so kiasu.. why they dun let me have the seat? why wHY WHY~!

Poor me.. Only the 2 months of school.. I start to complain.. How to survive the next 3 years?????

Hahaz.. Get a boyfriend who drive lo.. Hahahz... In my dreams lar.. Hahaz..

Omg.. I wanna go for my breakfast liao.. Hahaz..

Happy family day.. =D

She ended her story at 11:29:00 AM

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