Friday, November 25, 2005

Hurray... My Birthday has passed...

Well... I don't really feel as if I'm having birthday this year...

Just the part of opening and receiving presents and wishes?

I shall make my wish right here in my blog today...

Didn't had a cake because I find it redundant because I'm totally off my birthday mood...

My wish(s) of 2005:
1st & 2nd - To continue my studies next year in poly
3rd - All my family and friends stay healthy and cheerful always and 'always look on the bright side of life'
*sounds like some advertisement slogan*

Well must thank those ppl who wishes me happy birthday.. =P

Wait... Don't expect a long list hor... Cuz I'm not popular, kind hearted, gentle, modest, humble, wadeva person..

Must thanks Eileen, Si Zhao, Hui Ru, Seow Yan, Rena, Kuan Liang, Daphne, Jin Ying, Weiliang, Clarissa, Xiu Zhen, Weilin, Su Yin and 1 or 2 more who sms me when I'm semi-conscious and I deleted it to make way for my inbox.. But I'm sure there's someone who never send me this year...

Have to apologise to Eileen that I spoiled the lunch on Wednesday... Cuz I can't control anymore... =(

I started to be so paranoid of things... Lose confident in myself...

Many says that after my papers I should be very happy...

But I feel rather depressed... Even on the day of my birthday, I have hypnotise myself that it's my birthday, I have to be happy...

I can say this is my worse birthday in my life...

I'm not getting any support from my family where I think I needed it so much..

Please do not think that I'm asking for whatever attention... I'm not... I'm just venting everything that kept inside me for so long... If I don't do it... I might go crazy...

She ended her story at 3:54:00 AM

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