Friday, November 25, 2005

Hurray... My Birthday has passed...

Well... I don't really feel as if I'm having birthday this year...

Just the part of opening and receiving presents and wishes?

I shall make my wish right here in my blog today...

Didn't had a cake because I find it redundant because I'm totally off my birthday mood...

My wish(s) of 2005:
1st & 2nd - To continue my studies next year in poly
3rd - All my family and friends stay healthy and cheerful always and 'always look on the bright side of life'
*sounds like some advertisement slogan*

Well must thank those ppl who wishes me happy birthday.. =P

Wait... Don't expect a long list hor... Cuz I'm not popular, kind hearted, gentle, modest, humble, wadeva person..

Must thanks Eileen, Si Zhao, Hui Ru, Seow Yan, Rena, Kuan Liang, Daphne, Jin Ying, Weiliang, Clarissa, Xiu Zhen, Weilin, Su Yin and 1 or 2 more who sms me when I'm semi-conscious and I deleted it to make way for my inbox.. But I'm sure there's someone who never send me this year...

Have to apologise to Eileen that I spoiled the lunch on Wednesday... Cuz I can't control anymore... =(

I started to be so paranoid of things... Lose confident in myself...

Many says that after my papers I should be very happy...

But I feel rather depressed... Even on the day of my birthday, I have hypnotise myself that it's my birthday, I have to be happy...

I can say this is my worse birthday in my life...

I'm not getting any support from my family where I think I needed it so much..

Please do not think that I'm asking for whatever attention... I'm not... I'm just venting everything that kept inside me for so long... If I don't do it... I might go crazy...

She ended her story at 3:54:00 AM

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Friday, November 18, 2005

Today went to National Library to study with toot...

Was quite distracted over there... Because it's too quiet... And I just buay tahan and have to keep looking around...

Air condition there is also extremely cold... burrr.... Still can feel the coldness on my skin.. Hahaz..

After about two hours, we went off...

When we're right outside the library... Hahaz.. We did a survey and got a nice box... Hahaz.. Both of us just can't resist the temptation of " Do one survey and you can get the box for free".

We went off with our reward...

After that went Bugis Junction for dinner... Shop for a while and because again, there's so many people..

So we went to take bus...

On the bus, there this *weee euuu weee* 'pretty woman/aunty' and 'handsome guy' right behind me...

*Pretty woman/aunty* ---> PM/A
*Handsome guy* ---> HG

PM/A: They bully me... Cuz they love me and I don't love them!!!And they bully me... %$~~&!~!#~#!##!&*+%!$^#&^ (censored) *about chopping something off*

Chinese version : ta men qi fu wo... Ying wei ta men ai wo, wo bu ai ta men!!! ta men jiu qi fu wo... %$~~$%!%$;!~!#~#!##!&*+%!$^#&^ ba ta men de xiang jiao qie diao~~~~~ !!!!

HG: Slap them lar!!!

'Dialect' and chinese version: 'ba' ta lar!!

I can't concentrate on what they talking about already... Cuz I'm already laughing and laughing none stop... Had a hard time controlling it.. But failed to... So I took out my MD and blast it... Hahahaz... That is when I totally can't hear what she's saying...

But I didn't get to see her face cuz I dose off after toot alight... =P

She ended her story at 3:06:00 AM

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Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Yea... Hahaz.. Was putting my wish list to rot over here... Hahaz... I've updated my list... =)

She ended her story at 7:14:00 PM

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Argh... Another morning that I didn't get to sleep...

Revise Geography until 530...

But toss and turn on my bed until 630...

Don't remember how I fell asleep...

But I just know I missed my alarm at 705..

Luckily I've ask my mom to wake me up if she never see me till 710..

If not I'll sleep through the morning, afternoon and night.. hahaz..

I always reach the school exactly 755..

Cuz I don't like to wait around the so-called Coffee Bean on the entry proof.. Which turn out to be a drinks vending machine which colour is like coffee... Thought the school is so good...

But I enter the class today with plenty of "?????"... Why is my seat on the sitting arrangement outside being occupied????

I went out of the class and take a look at it again... Many did just like me.. Enter the room and out again to check... The sitting arrangement only write your candidate no. in boxes...

The school never takes the initiative to state where's the whiteboard... And it happens for a lot of times... Different teacher looks at the sitting arrangement differently...

But I just don't why some people is just so no common sense... That her place is the fourth table from the front, mine is the third, she can sit wrong table...

It's okay if she sit on the wrong table.. But when she shift.. She glared at me and dropped all my writing papers and she just ignore it!!!!! Damn... I'm so angry... Cuz the paper is starting soon and I have to pick up the papers and waste my time...

Forget about that...

Also,when the teacher is collecting the papers... I looked around and saw a few painted chickens...

Definition of painted chickens : people who looks like chicken which have been painted with colours. Can be define as peacocks too.

I just don't understand why some people have the time to put make ups and dress like as if it's their wedding today to take the papers...

I don't have enough time to sleep whereas on the other hand, they have time to doll up...

Pardon me if I'm retarded, idiotic or stupid to understand their theory...

Rather a harsh blog today... Just don't know why...

Maybe cuz someone called me on my phone and look for "Ms Tay" who turned out to be Hui Ru... Then change to "Ms Chong"... All because Ms Ong never send the names again...

She ended her story at 6:21:00 PM

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Sunday, November 13, 2005

Haha... I'm so hyped yesterday and today...

Yesterday went out with Ru, Toot and Seow Yan... Hahaz... Apologise for being later hor... Hahaz... Cuz I was attracted by the show on Channel U ended up went out of house at 3 pm when I meet Ru and Toot at 3... Hahaz...

After that they gave me my birthday present... Haha... The shirt is so nice~~~~ Pink and white.. Muahaha... Love it so much... Everytime I come home with presents I will hao lian to my parents... HahahaZ... Quite a childish act.. But I like it... I fen xiang my happiness to them mar.. Hahaz...

Later, we walked around Suntec and it's so packed with people... Wah... Like everyone nowadays is printing money... Or should I say everything seems to be free... So it attracted so many people out of their cosy house... Like us.. a 5 mins walk might take us 15 mins yesterday... Hahhaa...

Then meet Sy at Suntec too... Then I receive another present again... Hahaz... It's a bear.. =) soo cute... Hao lian to my parents too... They say " Ni de chu jiang duo liao... hai gen peng you na!!! lang fei ren jia de qian!!! " meaning : your cupboard so full with bears already... Still take it from your flen!!! Waste your flen's money!!! *bloken engrish and chiness*
But it's my birthday present mar.. =D

Oh ya... I remember that yesterday, my bloken chiness and engrish ,make the 3 of them so blur.. Don't know what I'm talking about.. Hahaz... Should change back to proper english and chinese... Haha...

After that send Ru to her bus stop... Still don't know there's 'show' behind us two... We happily walking and chatting... Then Toot, Sy and I go to the food centre beside esplanade... Hahaz... Sy saw the elephant and was so happy... Then Toot and I fu yan her by acting along... =P

Ate fried prawn noodles, chay kwey tiao, fried oyster ( eh.. I don't know what's that called ) and lastly, the stingray... =) ... And the fried noodles taste 'heavenly'... That's the worse fried prawn noodles I've ever eat... But I muz say Sy is highly skilled in removing the prawn's shell with spoon and fork.. Hahaz.. I only skilled in removing with hands...

After that went around the place to take pictures and crap and blah blah blah... I was so noisy yesterday... Hahaz... Was simply hyped.. Hahaz..

After sending Sy to the station, Toot and I walked to bus stop and we crap throughout the journey... And the funniest joke is the Sms-ing that part.. Hahaz...

She ended her story at 4:43:00 PM

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Friday, November 11, 2005

Yea~~~~!

2 more papers to go...

Geography on 16 Nov...

Science MCQ on 22 Nov...

AND I'M FREED...

Today was Maths Paper 2...
I know how to do, but don't know is I anyhow do or I really know how to do...

Just hope I can get a better grade... =)

So happy...

Was asked to volunteer in FA com next Sat...

Don't know why... Didn't think too much and agreed...

Maybe because I've MIA from RCY for quite sometimes...

Hahaz...

She ended her story at 10:34:00 PM

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Friday, November 04, 2005

Okay.. Wonderful... Now is 0408.. And my mind is still so awake...

Feel like going downstairs for a walk with baby... Haha... But it's impossible... Cuz my parents will surely think that their daughter is abit wrong up her mind... Haha... But I just love rainy days... Have a walk in it might not be a bad idea... Cuz usually this kind of atmosphere bring back memories... Be it good or bad... Run through another history lesson of your life might not be nice but might not be bitter too... Haha...

Think I ate too much sweets to keep myself awake... And the 'reaction' is still there... Omg.... Thunder is like camera's flash light... So bright... Haha... Makes me feel like I'm some artist... Hahaz... Okay.. Lame..

My papers are starting very soon... And I'm like having phobia or what... Looked over to opposite block... Hmm... Someone still watching tv... *I'm not a peeping tom* Oh... the rain is getting heavier time to time...

I SAW SOMEONE WASHING WINDOW!!!!! Oh my goodness... Washing window at this point of time?? What's the point?? I really don't understand...

Hahahz... From my experience of washing window... I dislike heavy rain from the point of view of a 'window cleaner'... Cuz the rain will just leave mark on my windows... And after a few rounds of rain... My windows are blurred... And I have to clean again... And dislike washing windows... Should like extort money from my dad from cleaning windows sia... *evil*

Okay.. Enough of window theory... Oh my god!!!! I really enjoy rainy days...!!!! Cooling!!!

Hahaz... AT last I feel abit tired... Shall warm my bed.. Have a great dream friends... HahahaZ... enjoy your cooling sleep...

GOOD NIGHT~!

She ended her story at 4:08:00 AM

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