Thursday, September 22, 2005

Oh well... Sucks... I've drop my precious keyboard on the floor... It created a damn hole on my precious floor too... Arghz!!!! Things hasn't been smooth sailing for me these few days...

Oh well... Have been quite lack of sleep cuz of working and stuffs at home... Haiz... I'm going to get a computer chair soon... My back is breaking... New ear piece too... Haven't finish what happened to me... Due to lack of sleep, my temper is very bad... I started to give my family members those " heck care " face when I wake up or go home... I'm glad that I didn't get scolded by that...

Maybe due to my bad temper, I got painful eyes this morning a( retribution right? )... Sian... so irritating lor... My eyes just simply can't open all its way and argh... I look monstrous... Hahaz...

I rather switch role with baby where by I can slp and eat n slp n eat whenever I like... But life just always oppose us... We can do nothing... I wait for things to happen everyday... I wait for sun to rise, sun to set everyday... I look out at the window... I see no changes... Cuz the world just woundn't change becuz of me... Haiz...

Hahaha... My bro went reservice this two weeks... Haha.. Feel abit lonely sia... Cuz no one is there to at least speak a few words to me or there to let me feel that at least I'm not alone... Haiz... I just felt that the world has forgotten abt me..

God has forgotten about me... He just didn't give me any GOOD climax of my life... Haha... What am I talking about.. Hahaha..

She ended her story at 12:03:00 AM

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