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Wednesday, July 13, 2005 Following blog should be out yesterday... But stupid me, go saved it as draft and thought that my blog is slow that's why it wasn't out... Stupid Singtel's internet system is down again, causing my com to be like a 1000 yrs tortoise.. At last have the mood to blog despite YK not telling me the template.. Hahaz... Pre camp on fri was short lar, cuz WL and I onli reached at around 1110pm.. Fri had been a rush day for me.. Went Unit training after that, went Mac crap and I rem the cadets there are so lame lo.. Keep looking at our direction and turn back laughing.. Haiz... Throw face.. Hahaz... After that took an hour travel home and met my bro on the bus.. OMG~ He really looks like an uncle from behind... Hahaz... No wonder the waiter at the restaurant called him "Uncle".. MuahahahaZ... After that went home bathe and etc, my mom screamed at me when she realised that I'm going out again after my bath... Keep nagging and nagging... Hahaz... THE WORSE! Baby ignored me... He dun even want me to hug him before I go camp and he dun walk me to the door too.. No matter how much I 'seduce' him with his tennis ball.. HahaZ... I think because I locked him inside the toilet before I went for my training.. On the way there I chatted with daph on the phone, I got something to tell you, "from wad I see, *** treats you as if u're a floating plank in the sea and she's someone who is drowning, she grabs you when she needs you.. When she doesn't need you, u're just a plank to her..." After that reached MRT at around 11pm.. Chat with Eileen too.. Hahaz... After that reached campsite... Then blah blah blah.... After that tie the structure and pulled too hard, had rope burn on my finger... But never mind, wun die anyway.. hahaZ... But throughout the whole camp, I'm so uncomfortable with the plaster on my finger.. And it's especially painful when marinating the chicken... For the passed 3 weeks, I've chopped 6 chicken heads,4 chicken legs and marinated 8 chickens... Chickens dun ROX! instead it's gross... =) Next day, I wasn't sure wad I've done, cuz I was like a walking zombie... Retribution for not sleeping... =) I only remember the marketing in the afternoon.. Hahaz... Crap, crap and more crap... To the fairprice and back to campsite.. =) But I've bought my GRASS POWER!!! Fei Yu Qing!!!~ Opps! I forget to return my MARIA the Fei Yu Ching's money.. And angie's chocolate... =p I loved the cadets at the OA workshop.. Especially the bronze group.. =) They're so sweet and fun to be with... Very kin to learn things... =) Although some were slow learner, but I don't mind teaching them over and over again.. Cause you can see that they are learning.. =D Meanwhile can train on my patience too.. Hahaz... But I dun like it when they throw all the ropes together and I and many instructors have to tie it back nicely... Hate house keeping knots.. Next was the stupid SMS from an idiot... Claiming that he wants to do some foolish act again... And asked me to meet him... PLEASE LAR!!~ I'm in a camp lo.. How can I possiblely go off suddenly?? plus, I got no extra time for you.. YAR!~ I ADMIT THAT I DUN WANNA TAKE YOUR CALL!!!! Next was the hike... Group 5 ROX.. A very funny and enthu group.. =) Why everyone keep saying I'm familiar but they cant think off where they've seen me... Hahaz... Maybe you all had seen me in your dreamz... Hahaz... LameXXxxXXxxx.... ~Sign off~ She ended her story at 12:54:00 AM *** Monday, July 11, 2005 yoZ!! I'm back from camp... =) A fun one I can say.. =) Learn alot of things... hahaZ... Detail maybe posted later.. Cuz I'm jus too lazy to blog now... Waiting for yk to tell me lin jun jie's song.. Den I got the urge to blog... muahahahahZ... Lin Jun Jie!!! I missed the NKF show!!!! I waited so long for this and yet I fall asleep on the toilet bowl... =P so lame right? But it's me... Someone who keeps finding her purse and handphone after every training... But it's not my fault, u see!!! Must blame the table... =D hahahZ... omg... I wanna go sleep again... HahaZ... She ended her story at 11:48:00 AM *** Tuesday, July 05, 2005
   
She ended her story at 7:57:00 PM *** Yo!~ Mood had been a little better... Cuz I'm going tanning! Yea! I find that my Baby is getting more and more stupid by the day... But he's getting cuter and fatter by the day too!... She ended her story at 7:51:00 PM *** Monday, July 04, 2005 After 28 Feb 2005... Something big is bothering me... I faced the reality that I failed in Science and Humanities.. D7 for both... Ya... Scored badly... Actually it doesn't really makes me think much at first.. Cause I was telling myself to work hard for both and score and get into the course I like next year... But things started to change after my mother lied to her friends and my relatives about my results and school... Telling them that I've got into a Poly... The reason behind is that she doesn't want to disgrace HERSELF in front of them... Shouldn't her take care of my feelings? Shouldn't her support her child in everything? I can't think of a good reason of why she had to lie to them.. I'm a disgrace... She's never proud of me.. Never.. Till now she disapprove me of going Red Cross.. She doesn't know how much I like it.. Red Cross to her is a wastage of time.. I'm glad that I've survived until now with her kind of thinking.. But I don't how long can I survived.. She see things I've achieved as useless.. She starts to make me thinks that I'm useless, a disgrace.. Useless in everything thing I do.. I always think that although I'm a slow learner, I just have to put in extra efforts... But I started to think otherwise... Things hasn't been smooth sailing for me at all... I started to think alot... I started to get stressed on very minor stuffs.. I get tensed up when I can't recall stuffs I've learned.. I'm losing confidence in myself... I can't visual my future... When others are discussing about their poly life, projects and all, I tried to shut my ears off it... Cause I can never join in the conversation... A very negative post... Just speaking rubbish... She ended her story at 3:09:00 AM ***
Loneliness Quotient: 34%Your Personalized Assessment Report:Your LQ score is definitely on the lower end, which suggests your social interactions are on track. There is, of course, some room for improvement. Let's look a little bit deeper. Your relationships with friends are not a source of loneliness for you. You are doing well in this area. However, some family-related issues are partly to blame for your level of loneliness. Solving family issues can often be tricky, but doing so will improve your score. Finding a guy to share your life with will help. Luckily, shyness is not a setback for you, which makes solving your romance issues easier. Finally, a bright spot for you is that you don't suffer any major insecurity issues. This fact helps keep your LQ lower than what it might have been.Take the Loneliness Quotient Test at Dating Diversions She ended her story at 1:22:00 AM *** |
 .Shu Ting. .Twenty.One .24.November. .Sagittarius. .Needs Plenty Freedom. .Love The Nature. .Love Baby. .Ngee Ann Poly Student Nurse .A Future Nurse To Be.
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