Tuesday, February 08, 2005

Well,I'm mood-less... Yes, this few weeks I'm been having a lot of troubles within me,myself... I know some of you think I'm sounding and looking very life-less nowadays.. Yes.. I'm feeling life-less now... Don't know why... I felt as though I'm being forgotten by many.. As I didn't attend almost all the gatherings you guys organized... And gradually,I'm forgotten... I really don't blame you guys for it, as I know I'm someone who doesn't socialize and always hiding in one corner of the world and carry on with my loneless life... I'm starting to find this world colourless.. I'm blessed with many good buddies,I love my friends and families.. But I just don't know why, the inner me kept thinking that I'm a loser of life.. I can't bear to give up my dreams, but I'm forced to stay stationary down there with no progress... I've went that far, but life and fate makes me stay put~... I want to cry, but no tears, I want to shout, but no place for me to shout, I want to speak, but no ears are available.. I felt that the world is fair, I had what I wanted a few years ago, God thinks I'm too fortunate,that's why, I started to lose all I had...

She ended her story at 1:33:00 AM

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