Tuesday, October 05, 2004

Been sick for the pass 72 hrs. Totally wore me out man! Hands are really shaky now and legs are feeling cold. Breaking into cold sweat No one can imagine what I went through those 72 hours, with my parents preparing for the real estate agent to view the house, and me there having a really bad diarrhea, vomit until my intestines nearly came out,shiver with the bad fever, sneezing until my nose turn red. It was REALLY suffering to me! Must be some people cursing me eh? Or maybe because of me, a glutton, eat whatever is edible, causing me to have a stomach flu. Who knows?

Haven't been seeing him for 5 days, thought I would have forgotten him long ago, but suddenly something happen makes me miss him dearly when I didn't get to see him..... My heart breaks every time when I see him, not because of what, is just that I know, I know deeply that I will never appear in his pair of bright eyes. I just know that...

O levels coming really very soon, studies is the first, after that it will be the VI course already. Don't know I have the time to revise everything not, now really no strength and the medicine is putting me to sleep every now and then. Don't know whether can I pass the course, because I really have nothing in mind now, only footdrill, that's all. Who can tell me what to do right NOW~!!! H-E-L-P!

She ended her story at 6:58:00 AM

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