Thursday, October 28, 2004

It's been long time since I last post.. A week plus I think.. Prepare for a long post... After all never post for a week.. -laughs- Today went back school for open house, slept late last night, so wake up at around 11, thought of going back to sleep, but slacking at home is so boring, so thinking of going back to school and see what 'funny' things will happen.. -laughs- *'funny' things really did happened*... Went there saw Ms Ong, she look the same, didn't change abit, still that messy hair with a messy bun.. Then when I settled down to take my blood pressure, she approached me... Asked me a strange question...

Ong: *tap on my shoulder and speaks softly going to be a whisper* Shuting, u cuming back next yr not? confirm not?
Me: tink so lar.. but provided i complete the VIP lo...
P/S: I thought you knew it long ago?Y asked?You don't want me back?If it is, tell me earlier okay?Then I don't have to go to VIP and torture myself.... -laughs-

When Jy, Ru and I sit down on the bench, she was there packing her laptop stuffs... Saw a cup, strangely she say " help me throw this" P/S again : Can't you say PLEASE? I am particular about it... And then she speak again...

Ong: CHONG SHUTING!!!! u muz cum back nxt yr ar.. ANG JIN YING!!! u muz cum back too..
P/S:Oi!!!! Manners!~ What will you do if I call you ONG LI SZE?? Only my mama n papa allowed to call me by full name, by the way, they doesn't do that..
Ong: Gai hui lai de jiu hui lai, bu gai hui lai de jiu bu yao hui lai.. ( those hu nid to b back, cum back, those hu r not needed, dun cum back)
GOD!~ Who are you speaking about? Tell us the names...

By the way, not I sarcastic or what, I was thinking, you didn't even ask the school whether the school allows for the camp, you say it should be not problem.. -sarcastic laughs- Frankly speaking I will not be surprise if the camp is not approved by the school.. Because this always happen right?Agree?...

As for someone.. Er.. what to say? She seems to be very pissed off after having a long talk.... -laughs- You not happy with the one who spoke to you? Or you not happy to see us? But strange enough, are you clear with how our school operate? Scolding other CCA cadets without finding out the truth yet.. Isn't it a little harsh? Maybe you should find out the truth before you scold.. Try to speak to us too, or is it we're speaking too much chinese? Then tell us, we're not unresonable ones, if what you say is what we can accept, why not right? By the way, we know you're are the BIG ones.. So don't have to give us a black face to show that you're one of the BIG ones, adding on to it, our unit doesn't really have much lecture on discipline, we don't mind you telling us what you expect.. Scolding blindly doesn't solve problems.. And worse, scolding and after that didn't tell what is wrong.. -sigh-

Time to vent my anger....
Ms Ong, I really dislike the way you do things man!~ GOD~! childish action.. Giving us lies n lies and lies some more.... ARGH!~ Don't do things behind our back lar!~ ARGH!

Someone I appreciate if you are more polite huh? Say "bye" before you leave huh? This happen a lot of time... So what if you're a VI? BIG? Yah... BIG, but still have to say bye okay...Even Mr President waved goodbye to people on National Day and I don't see being a VI is so small compared to President, you didn't say BYE!!!(lame example lar.. but thats' the fact.. It's manners..) And also stop giving people that 'go off!~ I call the shots here okay!" face lar... We know lar.. But can you just stop thinking that you're a VI for a moment and mixed with us just like a friend and also teach us like a friend? Different school needs different style of discipline, scolding should be the last resort you should do after a lot patient teaching can't work!~
Is not that we don't want to talk to you, you're giving us a face that no one bother to talk to you.. Other VI we can talk to them freely and sometimes joke with them, why you can't? You got your reasons maybe? Talk to us lar!!!! GOD!!!


She ended her story at 3:56:00 PM

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Thursday, October 14, 2004

Lethargic again. Nothing special happened these few days, only is that someone I wish to see finally appear. My heart skipped a beat when I saw him. -laugh- So stupid of me. Admit defeat, think through all these rubbish, I doesn't belongs to his circle of life. He's at north pole, whereas I'm at South pole. Poles where they will never meet. Know each pole exist,but never think of each other. Mixed feelings now.
So happy this morning, breakfast was simple but yet taste so different, because it was prepared by my mother. Since sceondary school haven't been eating her homemade breakfast. 5 years already. Lucky I made a request 2 days ago, if not still have to wait for a long time since I got time to eat breakfast and she got the time and mood to prepare it. Finsh the whole lot by myself -laugh- can't even bother to ask my brother whether he want it or not. -laugh- So happy now, very happy.


She ended her story at 10:08:00 AM

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Sunday, October 10, 2004

Nothing special to write today. Backstabber, if you are here to read, I just wanted to ask you, are you mad?! So what if you saw me in PS with my juniors? Big deal hah?! I see my friends in PS too. Make such a bad remark, I am better then you! At least I got friends!~ You? Can only come down with 3 friends in all. I don't care whether you say about my looks, I know I look like shit!~ Look like a witch!~ Yah!! I'm the ugliest! But stop go around criticising my friends okay! Mind you! Watch your mouth! I don't scold you in class, doesn't mean I'm timid, is that I don't want to quarrel in class, wasting my time! You even criticise your 3 friends, don't even know which part of you are worth to be a friend. Go spread lor! Spread my blog to everyone. I don't mind, tell the whole world what I've written about you!! I can easily tell your only friends what remarks you made about them, but I didn't, because I'm not like you!!!


She ended her story at 1:03:00 AM

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Thursday, October 07, 2004

Lethargic~ Lethargic~ Today I yawn through the whole day, from morning maths lesson till I reach home, didn't get to see him today again.... It has been a week since I last see him... Miss him a little though... -sigh- too depress to continue anymore. Just hope that he'll appear tomorrow.


She ended her story at 9:08:00 AM

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Tuesday, October 05, 2004

Been sick for the pass 72 hrs. Totally wore me out man! Hands are really shaky now and legs are feeling cold. Breaking into cold sweat No one can imagine what I went through those 72 hours, with my parents preparing for the real estate agent to view the house, and me there having a really bad diarrhea, vomit until my intestines nearly came out,shiver with the bad fever, sneezing until my nose turn red. It was REALLY suffering to me! Must be some people cursing me eh? Or maybe because of me, a glutton, eat whatever is edible, causing me to have a stomach flu. Who knows?

Haven't been seeing him for 5 days, thought I would have forgotten him long ago, but suddenly something happen makes me miss him dearly when I didn't get to see him..... My heart breaks every time when I see him, not because of what, is just that I know, I know deeply that I will never appear in his pair of bright eyes. I just know that...

O levels coming really very soon, studies is the first, after that it will be the VI course already. Don't know I have the time to revise everything not, now really no strength and the medicine is putting me to sleep every now and then. Don't know whether can I pass the course, because I really have nothing in mind now, only footdrill, that's all. Who can tell me what to do right NOW~!!! H-E-L-P!



She ended her story at 6:58:00 AM

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Sunday, October 03, 2004

Yea!!!~ At least thought of a good plan to save our RCY empire today!~ Lucky we have very good seniors to help out, if not, we'll be as lost as the juniors are. Hope the VAL and the VI solution work. Went Fort Canning Hill today with Jy, Km, Mag, took a long time to walk around that park, saw a lot of things which I didn't really remember I read them in books, the commandos over there are really powerful, they attack you immediately when you stop walking. But not as terrible as Pulau Ubin, they form up a group behind you and follow you around, each time finding chances to attack you. Thought of going into the wax sculpture museum but we found it 35 minutes after it closes. Too bad, maybe try it another time next week. -laughs- Thought of one our cheer we done in RCY.....

When we unite
We show our might
We show them how our people fight
We fight to the end with all our might
And ain't nobody gone beat us right
Saying we from we from RED CROSS!!!!!


*maybe we shouldn't hate MS ONG LI SZE, maybe we should thank her instead, because she really bond us together for the first time...................


She ended her story at 11:29:00 AM

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Saturday, October 02, 2004

Long time never blog already.Don't really want to on the computer nowadays, because I'm feeling rotten now!~ For this moment and the following moments, I'm gonna feel rotten! May be wondering why I'm feeling rotten nowadays, because I had a rotten classmate beside me, rotten in mind too!!! From yesterday till this particular moment, I had never been in my sit for more then 1hrs, because I'm having the ultimate diarrhoea which no medicine can cure.

Received a very shocking news today, MJR RCY is closing down!! And the school gave us 4 options ( doesn't even sound like options man!!) 1) officially close down of Red Cross ,2) Red Cross will still progress but no more intake in future, 3) Cadets transfering of CCA, 4) Combine CCA with the others. Who can tell me which option sound logical? Reward will be given --> a tight slap on the face. I admit I felt really really sad, burst into tears this morning, maybe some find it so funny to cry over this stuff, but no one can imagine what memories and what efforts we shared in Red Cross for the pass years. Losing it is just like taking away something you treasured and threw it into the bin!~

Who's fault I really don't know, but what I see is that Ms ONG is grinning from ear to ear this morning, I really saw it!~ No bluff!~ Really!~ I really wonder, she told me this last time........

Ong : Huda has her school activities to attend, we cannot blame her for not coming...

Today...
Mr Ong: the problem is that u all doesn't have VI..
Ong: Ya! All the VIs are so irresponsible! I wrote letter to the HQ half a year ago but a new VI, is still not post to our sch....

I know how to count, half a year = 6 mths
Now is Oct, or can count as Sept

Oct - 6mths = April
Sept - 6mths = March

But during the time in May, Huda mdm is already our VI!!!!!!!!!!
I really don't understand, who can enlightened me?????
What we can do now I also don't know, hope tomorrow meeting, can come up with something. Hope so.....


She ended her story at 2:55:00 AM

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.Shu Ting.
.Twenty.One
.24.November.
.Sagittarius.
.Needs Plenty Freedom.
.Love The Nature.
.Love Baby.
.Ngee Ann Poly Student Nurse
.A Future Nurse To Be.



[[ Wishes!]]

#1. Go Ubin to cycle
#2. Score at least 3.0 GPA this semester *awaiting 14 mar to come*
#3. Mahjiong session at home
#4. Bowling
#5. K Box
#6. Kayaking
#7. Rock Climbing
#8. Counter-Stike session
#9. Complete my stupid SGH posting for the last sem of Yr 2
#10. NIL

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