Saturday, September 25, 2004

Feeling so lethargic nowadays. Can't really concentrate well!! Energy used up very quickly, faster than I imagine. Feeling very empty nowadays too, Saturdays doesn't have to attend training anymore, should feel happy to have the whole 24hrs to sleep and slack it away,but yet I felt emptiness~ Funny right? Why does the alumni start at 7 Dec?? DRAGON BOAT!~ I'm waiting for it, since Sec 3, never get to Dragon Boat again, why can't we have it on mooncake festival?Longed to see everyone get together and enjoy together~ -sigh- To think I've went through 4 straight years of RCY, almost all Saturdays are occupied with training, courses and the management of RCY. Can't bear to part RCY now, last time, keep thinking of getting out of RCY as soon as possible, but now, it's the opposite. Maybe a chinese phrase can really describe it now "cherish only after losing it". Recalling the Sec 3 and 4 years, those years are really the most wonderful years I ever had, although some conflicts and funny incidents happened at times, but they really bond us friends together closely. Recalling those days are like watching an endless video, a video whereby it can never get spoil, get outdated and it's a present given to us by fate. Fate brought us friends together and make us went through countless thick and thins and make us understand the word "friends". I really appreciate my friends and really really wanted to have them for a lifetime. Maybe at times I can really get irritating and stubborn, but I do hope us forgetting every bits of bad memories and keep what is meaningful.

*may the God/Buddha bless all to live happily~ WOOF!~


She ended her story at 10:53:00 AM

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