Monday, September 27, 2004

Today is a rotten day for me~! First time flunk all my prelim subjects!~ Think I've broke the whole record man!~ Argh!!!! Burn the soup today too, cause the whole house to smell like smoke. Going to get scolding today from mother. Really hate those uncivilised people who loves to backstabbed others, well!!!! Did i ever provoke you? I just wanted to get out of that particular group to live what I want, did I ever speak bad about you?????!!! Don't you think the whole turns because of you!~ You're not the only one in the whole!~ Stop going around affecting people's life, get away from us!!!~ shoo!!!!


She ended her story at 6:53:00 PM

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Sunday, September 26, 2004

You are the Fool card. The Fool fearlessly begins
the journey into the unknown. To do this, he
does not regard the world he knows as firm and
fixed. He has a seemingly reckless disregard
for obstacles. In the Ryder-Waite deck, he is
seen stepping off a cliff with his gaze on the
sky, and a rainbow is there to catch him. In
order to explore and expand, one must disregard
convention and conformity. Those in the throes
of convention look at the unconventional,
non-conformist personality and think What a
fool. They lack the point of view to understand
The Fool's actions. But The Fool has roots in
tradition as one who is closest to the spirit
world. In many tribal cultures, those born with
strange and unusual character traits were held
in awe. Shamans were people who could see
visions and go on journeys that we now label
hallucinations and schizophrenia. Those with
physical differences had experience and
knowledge that the average person could not
understand. The Fool is God. The number of the
card is zero, which when drawn is a perfect
circle. This circle represents both emptiness
and infinity. The Fool is not shackled by
mountains and valleys or by his physical body.
He does not accept the appearance of cliff and
air as being distinct or real.

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She ended her story at 7:35:00 AM

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Saturday, September 25, 2004

Feeling so lethargic nowadays. Can't really concentrate well!! Energy used up very quickly, faster than I imagine. Feeling very empty nowadays too, Saturdays doesn't have to attend training anymore, should feel happy to have the whole 24hrs to sleep and slack it away,but yet I felt emptiness~ Funny right? Why does the alumni start at 7 Dec?? DRAGON BOAT!~ I'm waiting for it, since Sec 3, never get to Dragon Boat again, why can't we have it on mooncake festival?Longed to see everyone get together and enjoy together~ -sigh- To think I've went through 4 straight years of RCY, almost all Saturdays are occupied with training, courses and the management of RCY. Can't bear to part RCY now, last time, keep thinking of getting out of RCY as soon as possible, but now, it's the opposite. Maybe a chinese phrase can really describe it now "cherish only after losing it". Recalling the Sec 3 and 4 years, those years are really the most wonderful years I ever had, although some conflicts and funny incidents happened at times, but they really bond us friends together closely. Recalling those days are like watching an endless video, a video whereby it can never get spoil, get outdated and it's a present given to us by fate. Fate brought us friends together and make us went through countless thick and thins and make us understand the word "friends". I really appreciate my friends and really really wanted to have them for a lifetime. Maybe at times I can really get irritating and stubborn, but I do hope us forgetting every bits of bad memories and keep what is meaningful.

*may the God/Buddha bless all to live happily~ WOOF!~

She ended her story at 10:53:00 AM

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