Sunday, September 30, 2007

What to blog about?

There's a lot I wanted to say..

But I just couldn't say it here..

The feeling of helplessness is overwhelming and pondering over the same question in my mind again and again isn't something I could control..

I know the answer to it..

It's whether I wanted to except it or not..

I have to force myself to except it..

So much that I just wanted to escape from the reality..

She ended her story at 3:17:00 AM

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Friday, September 28, 2007

I really jump into conclusion too often..




Maybe being oversensitive is something I could say..




Ya..




I'm not living well with the oversensitiveness...

She ended her story at 3:49:00 PM

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My heart skipped a beat when I saw the time

6:31am

I got this sudden feeling of "Gosh! It's 631 in the morning! I'm late!"

But when I came back to reality...

I'm no longer on attachment!

Today is the fifth day of my HOLIDAY!

And I should be in bed!

But obviously, I didn't sleep..

From 103pm till now.. it's merely 17hrs without sleep..

Nah...

I can still break the record...

Breaking records mean I will have dark eye rings for an evidence/record..

I had too much of that that my brother actually laughed and said this when he saw my sun burn face..

"why your face red but your here (drawing eyes circles on his face) black one ar?

-____________________________________________-"

Hmmm...

Well..

I shall sleep..

I heard baby outside my door..

WHICH MEANS MRS CHONG IS AWAKE!!!!!!!!!!




Nightz people..



Don't envy me that I have good life that I can sleep late and wake up late..

Cuz when I changing from shifts to shift..

You're snoring in your comfortable blankets and enjoying aircon and worse!

It's during raining days...



WoooOOOwoowowoOOWOO


I got to go act guai and sleep liao..

If not Mrs Chong sure start nagging at the daughter..


WhEEeee~

BYEzzZZ

She ended her story at 6:32:00 AM

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Thursday, September 27, 2007

Okay..

My room lights from 1 blue and 2 whites..

Decreased to 1 blue and 1 white..





I guess my mood spread to my lights too..

Since ytd..

I thought I've installed disco lights..(okay.. exaggerated)

The white light kept blinking blinking blinking non-stop..

Lucky the seventh month has passed..

If not I sure go crazy..

Hmmm.. Dad said he's going to change for me only on weekends..




Hmm.. My room is darker...

Makes me feels more moody and lethargic...

I guess I'm living a slacker life now..

No work and nothing there for me to do..

Stay at home wasting electricity...

Go out waste $$..

SO HOW?

Stay at home or stay out?

But I'm lucky that I got a younger brother at home..

MY BABY!~

I like bullying him..

Pushing him down my bed..

And watching him jumping up and I pushed him down again..

Seriously, it can repeat for umpteen times, he still don't know I'm bullying him.. =D






I wanted to post about somethings..

But I forgot..

Well, let me dream of the answer later..






Envy me?

I sleep till late afternoon...





Hmmm.. But I hate slacking life..!!!





I WANT TO GO BACK TO IMH TO WORK!~

She ended her story at 2:17:00 AM

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Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Hey..

I've found this on youtube..




HAHAHA!

Sneezing panda!~

Muahahahaha!

She ended her story at 10:35:00 PM

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When I'm working..

I yearn for holidays..

When I'm having holidays..

I yearn for work...








Why it doesn't come when you are waiting for it?






Yet it came when you gave up waiting?









I wanted to play games now..

But I find games boring..

I wanted to eat..

But I can't stand the sight of food..











What's going on?

She ended her story at 5:15:00 PM

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Tuesday, September 25, 2007

I suspect I ate something that I shouldn't..

Cuz I'm having itch all over...

Or is the sunburn that caused the itchiness?

Hmm...

HOW?

I scratching like MONKEY!










Okay..


Depression is back when I got too much time on hands with nothing to do...






I hate it!~

She ended her story at 11:57:00 PM

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Hmmm...

I found a joke that I wanted to share with ALL OF YOU!

HAHAHA!

A quote from Ms Missy Kui Huiru blog

"there was earthquake on wed 12/9 ...i was eatin diner w my mum...den can c e whole hse shaking...den my mum told mi.."ger ah..stop shakin yr leg!" hahaha...can u imagin?! my leg shakin can cause e whole hse ta shake sia...hahaha im veri impress w my mum...do u?? hahaha"



YA!

Please ROFL and LOL!

Hmmm..

Shhhh.. Dun let her know that I quoted that..

She will KILL ME!








Anyway another quoting..

It's copyright day today!

Below is a conversation within Ms Commonsense-less and Ms Shoot about the tremors of the earthquake..

~eiLeen~ says (11:22 PM):
woa

~eiLeen~ says (11:23 PM):
my hse oso got

~eiLeen~ says (11:23 PM):
until the living rm the lights move le

~eiLeen~ says (11:23 PM):
leh*

~eiLeen~ says (11:23 PM):
but i slping like a pig

~eiLeen~ says (11:23 PM):
my mum tols me de

~eiLeen~ says (11:23 PM):
wahaha

[shoot] in this fateful day, shuting is dead says (11:25 PM):
ya

[shoot] in this fateful day, shuting is dead says (11:25 PM):
the harder ones in the morning

[shoot] in this fateful day, shuting is dead says (11:25 PM):
my dad say he inside toilet bathing he oso scared ar

[shoot] in this fateful day, shuting is dead says (11:25 PM):
den he come out see me slp like a log

~eiLeen~ says (11:26 PM):
not log lor

~eiLeen~ says (11:26 PM):
pig say pig la

~eiLeen~ says (11:26 PM):
hahahahahah!

[shoot] in this fateful day, shuting is dead says (11:30 PM):
LOG!

[shoot] in this fateful day, shuting is dead says (11:30 PM):
LOG

[shoot] in this fateful day, shuting is dead says (11:30 PM):
LOG not = PIG

[shoot] in this fateful day, shuting is dead says (11:30 PM):
PIG not = LOG

[shoot] in this fateful day, shuting is dead says (11:30 PM):
EILEEN = LOG

[shoot] in this fateful day, shuting is dead says (11:30 PM):
nono

[shoot] in this fateful day, shuting is dead says (11:30 PM):
EILEEN = PIG

~eiLeen~ says (11:31 PM):
KNS

~eiLeen~ says (11:32 PM):
shu=pig

~eiLeen~ says (11:32 PM):
shuting=pigx2=pigpig

~eiLeen~ says (11:32 PM):
nono

~eiLeen~ says (11:32 PM):
is shuting=pigx2 1/3

~eiLeen~ says (11:32 PM):
=pigpig1/3

[shoot] in this fateful day, shuting is dead says (11:33 PM):
wad code are these?

[shoot] in this fateful day, shuting is dead says (11:33 PM):
some chants that will turn me into a pig???

[shoot] in this fateful day, shuting is dead says (11:33 PM):
god.. u wun succeed

~eiLeen~ says (11:33 PM):
lol


Ms commonsense-less is siao..

But can anyone decode this commonsense-less chant? MUAHAHAH~


HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!

She ended her story at 11:31:00 PM

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hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..........
















okay....

















I'm speechless...
























I went sky tower today...


I went luge today...


I went sky ride today....


I went cine blast today...


I went cable car-ing today...


I went dolphin lagoon today...


I went sentosa today!!!~














I wanna slp now..

She ended her story at 1:12:00 AM

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Sunday, September 23, 2007

I was out with Ms Commonsense-less yesterday afternoon..

Well.. The same old thing..

Ms Shoot is late AGAIN...!

Well..

But I'm truly guilty this time round..

Cuz Ms Commonsense-less is driving to tampines to fetch me because I'm lazy to go till tanah merah to meet her to simpang bedok...

But I'm late for like 20mins... =(

SORRY!

And after which we went to simpang bedok...

Then blah blah blah.. We ate ALOT!

Yea! Realli alot!

1 plate of fried wanton, 1 plate of sweet and sour beancurd, 3 egg prata, 1 bowl of mee, 3 cups of sour plum lime and 1 cup of avocado milk shake

Then we head to my hse from simpang bedok...

HAHAHA! But I gave her wrong directions to make a right turn before going up TPE which causes us to be on the way to changi village..

Then on the way we were looking out for U turn to be on the right track again..

We was basically making hell loads of noise in the car lar..

Oh ya! I can't close her car door tight... 5 out of 5 times the door isn't tight..

IS YOUR CAR DOOR LOUSY LAR! MS COMMONSENSE-LESS!

then she drove to my house car park..

then back to her house again~

then back to my hse again..

ya! stupid right? =D

But okay okay! Thanks for doing this for your 8 years BEST friend..

HAHAHA!

I was telling this to my mom and she said "wah.. u got a good fren.."

Ya.. Please fly up the high high sky...

BUT can you believe merely 1hr after the heavy lunch..

we went swensens for dessert again?

But due to a very very not observant Shoot..

I don't know how to go to the carpark of compasspoint..

So we did something stupid..

park the car at my hse and we take cab to compasspoint..

Hmm.. Hahaha~

So happily eating our desserts for like 2 hrs?

Ms Commonsense-less suddenly remember something...

SHE FORGET TO PUT PARKING COUPONS!!!!!!!!

For 2 hrs...

So we chiong home by LRT.. It's way faster than cab actually..

HENG! There's no signs of fines!

YAY~

A lucky day~

Ms Commonsense-less, thanks for wasting your petrol just to memorise the route to my hse..

And don't look at the guys in your lecture too much k? =X

If not you will get eye infections more and more often~~~~~~

=D

She ended her story at 11:12:00 PM

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Thursday, September 20, 2007

Yay..

Attachment has come to an end..

Left 1 more day to go..

I started to get attached to the IMH patients already..

But that's always marks the day of leaving..

The staffs there are very nice..

Almost all I should say..

I misses the patients there actually..

The conversation with them everyday..

The suan-ing they does to me and vice-versa..

They are a bunch of people with pure and simple thinking..

When you asked them to write about their wishes.. It can be as simple as "be a faith worker".

As simple as that.. Working in the church..

But for us.. We will state things like "get a 9 to 5 job, earning more than 3k per month, no stress"

To them it's something that they don't even dare to think of or hope for..

Looking at them, I do think that we should be happy with our life without any illness..

The worse illness that can be other than cancer is mental illness..

Guys out there, if any day you couldn't get a job..

Consider IMH..

I guess they do need male staffs..

Hmm.. I'm a bit sad right now...

=(

Okay..

I shall stop the topic here..

Hmmm...

Eileen Sim is stup*d..

Someone don't even know how to drive to Funan IT Mall..

And she really going to adopt my idea of driving to somewhere nearer, park the car, take public transport there..

=__________="

HAHAHA!'

Ya.. pls ROFL pls LOL!

OKAY!

I will take all means to make you memorise the route to my house!

Be it guiding you from you house to mine, then to yours and to mine for 4 to 5 times a day to make you memorised by HARD!

HAHAHA!

Or you need me highlight the route from your house to mine on a streetdirectory and give to you as a CAR-WARMING gift??

HAHAHA~

I can do that.. But as long as it makes you DRIVE ME HOME!

MUAHAHAHAHA!

You can be the first driver that I'll force to drive me home no matter what and curses you if you don't say YES..

=P

I shall be the first evil friend of yours forcing you to park in a multi-storey carpark with a faulty machine and sit beside you and laugh at you!

And make you drive around Singapore in circles..

But I don't mind paying 10% your petrol~~~

(.._) (_..) (''_) (_")

WHEE~!~

She ended her story at 11:22:00 PM

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Saturday, September 08, 2007

I guess if someday I ever met with an accident and die, she will be the very last one to know.. I shouldn't put her name under nominal roll next time.. Cuz she just couldn't be contacted..

Anything that happens to me, she will never be the first to know, even though she's always the first person I called when something happened..

But everytime I couldn't get her on her mobile.. Neither does she wants to return my call..

To her.. A mobile phone is just some device which needs battery to operate..

I'm really fustrated today..

My dad, my mom and me are supposed to watch 881 at PS today..

I tried to call my mom to confirm the meeting time with her straight after my work..

Each time I called, she cancel my phone..

When she call back, the phone vibrated and stopped, she hang up..

So this goes on for 10 mins...

Until I really fed up and gave up calling her..

And she don't even bother to call back using her company phone..

FINE!

I called dad instead to confirm the meeting time..

The show was starting at 945pm..

And from 7 till 9 I tried to call her on her mobile and company for more than 20times..

STILL! I couldn't get her..

It's so so so ridiculous!

Until around 9 plus than she answer her phone..

I dun even bother to quarrel with her anymore..

No point!





It's not the first time..

I remember that time when dad was overseas, I was the only one at home..

At around 7pm, I called her to ask whether she needs me to da bao some food for her..

But despite calling her for so many times, she did not answer..

Okay.. So I went ahead getting my own food..

And around 9, she called me..

I asked her

"have you taken your dinner?"

She replied

"oh! i had it with my colleagues at restaurant already"
"have you taken your dinner?"

I felt so sad at that point of time..

My mom forget about me totally and went ahead for her dinner...

Upon asking her why she never call me and ask about me (okay.. i sounds childish.. but as a child, who doesn't wants her mother to care about her right?)

she replied

"my mobile was in my lady boss car, I don't dare to go and take it"
"my colleagues also never bring.. so I didn't call you"

BUT BUT BUT! cant she call me before going for the dinner? Before boarding the car..? When walking to the car..?

There's at least 1 min for her to make a call..

But she choose to forget about me..

Sometimes I really think that I shouldn't be independent.. Doing everything myself.. Giving her that impression that she does not have to care so much about me..

I HATE THE FEELING!

='(

She ended her story at 1:03:00 AM

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Wednesday, September 05, 2007

I saw an abortus today..

If you do not know what it is, it's just a fetus being aborted..

Medication ( Cervagem ) was given to dilate the cervix and pushes the fetus out..

If I'm not wrong, the fetus was around 5 month old..

With everything well formed..

Even lips, fingers and ribs...

I was right in front of it when it was taken out from a box and still wrapped in an incontinent sheet..

The fetus was peacefully lying there.. As if it's just asleep and not dead..

With 4 more months, the fetus can be a live kicking baby..

But people choose to deprive it of the chance of living..

The umbilical cord still connected to the placenta..

The sight of it was not disgusting..

Yet sad..

It reflects how cruel and fragile life can be...




Boils down to a word.. Responsibilities..

If you does not want baby and wanted to have fun..

Carry out some PRECAUTION!

I'm angry with this kind of people..

You will suffer from retribution..









After that I went back to the nursery...

Looking at the babies there are happiness...

I just don't know why people wanted to abort..







Maybe they have their owns reasons where I can never understand..

She ended her story at 10:13:00 PM

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