Saturday, March 25, 2006

I'm back again.. Hahaz.. Updating my life again...

Okay.. I'm so so so tired the whole week.. I don't know why... Must because I'm getting old...

Yup.. I've reborned my hair.. ARGH... I find myself getting more n more ugly liao.. Hahahaz.. Already look so sorry liao, still go reborn hair.. Now look like freak.. Hahahaz..

Hmm... Was at WIPO doing first aid duty from Tues to Fri... Kinda miss the people there... Miss the time that we crapped and making the environment colder and colder...

The last day there was the best... Watched all the crappy and funny commercials on Elisha's lappy and there's a funny joke "_____ said no ask me".. Hahaha.. I'll further explain the joke when my bro help me upload the pictures.. We stayed there till almost 815pm... Which was the latest of the 4 days...

I learned things at the FAD...!!! Taking BP manually... Which was so fun... Hahaz.. Thinking that next time in my course I'll be learning that too.. And I've also learn the difference between parcetamol and panadol.. Hahaz.. Thanks Sahari, Elisha and Amran too~~

Not forgetting Boncafe's coffee... SO PURE AND NICE~ Hahaz.. Those who taste it sure think it's nice.. That's the only thing I like about the beverage there.. I know Ren Jie will also say the internet guy very yandao.. -___- "

I SHALL THEREFORE WARNED GUYS THAT BE CAREFUL WHEN REN JIE IS AROUND.. HE'S AN ABSOLUTE GAY!!!

He got so excited whenever he sees a yandao especially the security guard.. Even those who's hair left a few strand, he still grade them as 'YANDAO'.. Hahaz..

Hmm.. I find that from January till now, I had only spend one Saturday at home.. OMG.. Where did all my Saturdays went to??? Of cuz almost all to Red Cross.. hahaz...

I really missed tanning at Sentosa with Zhao... And kayaking... To think I've only kayak once after Sec 3... Don't know will I still remember how to kayak not.. Argh.. So sad...

Today went J8 to find Daphne.. Congrats to her that she had passed her VIP.. =D Hmm... Nth much, after that took bus 163 home from Toa Payoh... I didn't regret not boarding bus 88 and waited for almost 15mins for bus 163..

Hmmm... I always prefer taking bus than train.. Because I can see the sceneries outside the bus and train can't satisfied this... Why I took 163 instead of 88? Cuz 163 stops nearer to my house and most important, it's drives through private houses and not much people takes the bus.. =D

On the way home, things outside looks so quiet and stagnant... That usually makes people reflect on their life and where imagination went so far... And also makes me think so much.. haha.. Okay.. Listening to Yes933, I started to think that how wonderful it is to have someone I love sitting beside me, for me to lie on his shoulder chatting about our life.. Which I came back to the reality when the person behind me sneezed... =(

Reality is cruel.. Hahaz..

Yea.. Reality is real cruel... My dear friend zhao is leaving Singapore liao.. =( Wanna cry liao.. Then there will be no one to console me or counsel me when I go problems le.. =( No one chat with me about doggies... No one entertain me in MSN.. No one compete with me about who nudge who first.. No one talk to me in bloken engrish and chenise anymore.. =(

BUT! I WUN MISS YOU DE.. REST ASSURE.. HAHAHA..

Hmm... My school starting soon... I started to have those kind feelings like I've chosen the wrong course, unsure about my future.. Also whether I suits the life of being a nurse or not.. Haiz.. Hope I can don't think too much and stick to my decision... =(

CIAOZ~ Hope I didn't bored you out.. =D




She ended her story at 8:59:00 PM

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Friday, March 17, 2006

Okay... It's late now... There's no cars on the street... No bats flying around... No one jogging beside the road too.. No one cycling... Basically.. It's totally lifeless now.. Even the leaves on the trees doesn't move...

Haha.. I'm getting emotional again...

I've done my reflection of the day...

Okay.. I was wondering whether I suits the life in Red Cross anot... Am I just hypnotising myself that I was living fairly well in there... Or I'm living well in there... Or just that I can't differentiate the fact that I'm surviving or I'm not???

I don't know..

I always question myself :
"Why I can't be like the past, going down to Manjusri every friday.."
"Why am I here in HQ as a VI?"
"What's my purpose of hanging there?"

But I always give myself a typical answer:
"Well, why am I thinking so much? Just that I'm happy, that's it"

Am I contradicting myself?

Deceiving myself?

I think life is just like holding up a chair high above your head... When you can't take the weight, you will tends to put it down...

It applies to life.. When you can't take it, you will tends to put it down after some time...

Well, enough of being emotional..

Good night again... =)

She ended her story at 1:35:00 AM

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Ok ok....

I'll blog... Hahaz.. Cuz SOME people wants entertainment...

Eh... What should I blog about????

Topic for today : Random
Song for today: Cao cao - Lin Jun Jie *zhao.. not smelly smelly hor..*

Okay... Update update update update...

Hahaha.. Now blank mind.. I really got nothing to blog abt.. haha...

Zhao... did i entertain u???? Hahaha... Bleahz.. Haha..

Ya! To clear the doubts of some people.. Why my nick says I got disastrous hands...

Cuz I spoiled the aircon, the phone, the door handle and I played with the copier when I got nothing to do..

Why I spoil the aircon?? I don't know.. Just that I started adjusting the air direction of the aircon.. End up I pressed 'ON/OFF'.. Hahahaz.. The aircon onli reply me with 'di di.. (beeping sound).. I pressed the button again, it says 'di di di...'

The cycle repeated for alot of times till I scared-ed and went around the centre looking for the switch of the aircon.. But sadly.. I can't find... Nevermind.. I went home after that... Treating nothing happened...

My boss didn't call me and ask for what happened.. Hahaz...

Next.. The phone.. Wad happened? Hahahaz.. It's an answering machine... So I itchy hands pressed the "play message" button.. I heard nothing but my boss disgusting voice saying " HI! We currently can't answer your call, so pls leave a message and we'll get back to you.."

Hahahaz.. After that when I pick up the phone, it's silent.. Haha.. No dialing tone nor any sounds.. hahaz.. Even the fax is the same... Hahaz.. But I went home after that without thinking of what to do with it.. Hahaz.. All happened on Monday.. But that's when BOSS IS NOT AROUND FOR THE WHOLE DAY~

Door handle... I pull open the door handle, it came off.. Not my fault.. Hahaz.. Cuz it's already spoiled and it's old.. Hahaz...

Aiya.. These incident is only the peak of a mountain.. Lots of hilarious story.. But if I say here, sure very pai seh de.. Hahaz.. =P

Good night everyone.. And good luck daph.. For your VIP.. =D

She ended her story at 12:27:00 AM

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Thursday, March 02, 2006

Haiz... The Seow Yan is up to no good again.. Hahaz.. I see 'tagged' this word and I know sure got something like this going to happen..

But never mind, since I'm free anyway.. =D

Rules: The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover. Need to mention the gender of their lover. Tag 8 victims and let them know u tagged them. Replies can be given in any way. If tagged the second time, there is no need to post again.

Shuting's perfect lover :

- Have to be as tall or taller than me

- Can't be younger than me, maybe only a year younger

- Need not be fit, but preferably know how to kayak, so he can go kayaking session with me.. Can teach me how to rock climb too.. *not too sporty.. cuz I dun have the stamina =P* But I don't mind watching him exercising..

- Hmm.. Doesn't have to be handsome, just that I think he is can liao.. hahaz.. Preferably someone who wear specs? I dunno why, dun ask me..

- Someone who understand me and care for me.. I dun require him to be always by my side, but pls dun throw me alone.. haha..

- Hmmm... someone who can tahan me talking about my dog, my life and in return, he can tell me about his life,etc..

- honesty is important.. hahaz.. Who will want his/her lover to be lying to them.. hahaa.. Also, a filial son will never be a bad man..

- last one liao.. haha.. Someone who can tahan my culinary skills, cuz I dun cook well and I have limited recipes.. But no worries.. I dun require my bf to cook.. hahaz.. But if they know, that's the best.. =D

Okay.. that's the end.. Eh.. I dunno whether people like me to ask them continue this game not, so i choose not to list out victims.. But if you want to play, you're most welcome..

She ended her story at 2:05:00 PM

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Hahaz...

At last have the time to blog today...

Well, I had french toast for breakfast today...

Talking about french toast...

Last Sunday morning, I think I've done more than 35 pieces of french toasts...

After discussing with Shing Hwee, we found that French toast is a 'traditional' breakfast on the last day of camp.. And sasuages is the 'traditional' ration food you can have in OA workshop..

Hahaz.. That's so funny lar.. Cuz I used to have kaya, butter and bread for my camp almost the whole of my cadet years..

Hahaz.. By the way, I revived my computer.. Or rather my brother saved my computer and some of my important documents.. =D Thanks Bro.. Which I think he wouldn't be reading it.. Hahaz.. But I still have to say thanks lar.. Hahaz..

Hmm.. Since I'm at this topic.. I should say that our relationship changed after we had moved to this new house... Maybe because of us having much more space and privacy of our own, most important, we doesn't have to argue about using the com anymore..

I see a very big change is that my parents started to question me about whether my bro is working the next day.. Maybe because they also think that we're more closer now...

Well, it's late now, I can visualise my bed calling and waving to me.. hahaz.. =D

Sweet dreams and sleep tight friends.. =D

Sarang heyo wor..

She ended her story at 2:23:00 AM

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